My Happy Family

My Happy Family

Sunday, December 06, 2009

i dunno whether people can be trusted anot.. how do u see whether this person is truthworthy??
i know i have written some nasty comments bout my SE, so what!!
so what if im complaining bout them? if they feel that im accusing them, just talk to me and i will explain every single thing to you. why you have to go to my close ones to tell them when they are not even involve in this things.
if you have done nothing wrong, why cant you talk to us? u have to go thru others so that it can reach us.
and u know what, we dun even get our chance to voice out anything.. this is called company politic i think..
but who cares when we cant even voice out.. even if we did, you will be saying another thing again..
did you ever listen to us? so if im having breakfast with boss then im safe izzit?? i cant go breakfast with the ppl of low rank u mean??

so how bout work wise??
which one would u choose:
a disciplinary problematic staff but able to produce work and doing more than others, wouldnt mind doing OT...
or
a no disciplinary problem team leader which cant lead but unable to produce work result, cant work OT or even work more cos she cant handle more than what she can do!!

personally, i have no time to even help out my colleagues ever since the "do-your-own" detaching implement. i cant cope and im feeling stress out more n more often.
ppl see my shag face plus my temper is getting worse, just becos i couldnt finish my things.
not only that i'm feeling shag/tired/stress, i also feel guilty of approaching others to help me.. i try to finish fast so that i can do it myself, but there's no way to do that.. becos there's no one to share my workload, not even my whole team..
some will ask why i couldnt share the work with them, but only the close ones will know that i couldnt and they wouldnt.
i know i have cried alot of times becos of the above but i just couldnt control.. i really hate them sooo sooo much.. arent we children of our parents too? would u understand that if i tell you all this..

after much talking, my last resort is to go inside boss office and talk things out..
i shouldnt involve other pple that are going to stay in this company for long.. i shall face it on my own..
right now, i tink i need some script in order for this to go smoothly..
i need some time..

* im speechless*

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