This year haven been good. Yet disappointment come regularly. I have seen alot and with so much fear and pain, i dunno how long can i take it.
I do smiled at times, telling myself everything will be alright for me, everything will be fine.
Its just the people, the changes the hardships that i have suffered silently making ppl think tt i am strong enough to overcome all these.
Yes, i have good frens to support me thru all these times, i dun wan them to worry about me.
I am always tt bubbly one, to show the that i cared too. They are the ones who show appreciation to me, support me.
But its still didnt go on well.
People just cross over the line, getting more and more overboard, the workload is too much too handle, too much to cope.
Why didnt u guys see what they have become, why m i/us always to suffer and take that blame jus becos we r being nice. That is the reason why we are being pushed.
Even our basic needs are taken over.
What is going on?
What happen?
Everyday, i came to the fear of all of you. The fear that makes me so unhappy, so lonely, so helpless.
But i still have to smile for it to get over. U all have no idea how i have been thru, no idea how this is so much for us, mentally and physical torturing us. I just wish for the strength to overcome them, the hope for things to get better.
May the God bless us.
