what actually are friends??
do you do things behind your friends back or will you face it and admit whatever you are feeling even if it hurts her/him??

i always feel at lost when friends among friends feel uncomfortable/upset/angry or even jealous of each other.
jealous can also come in form like envy..
i always envy my friends like if they have good job, good charisma, good relationship with people becos i dun have all this things.. and as my character, i would nv speak well with strangers around me..
this same thing when i learn my driving, i always panicked and do all the stuffs that make the instructor goes mad.
but i often think of what are the best things i have now: lovely family, caring bf and some nice friends ard... it balance off.

i do encourage that friends should keep updated of themselves every now n then..

you do know that we care. mayb time cant accomodate every ppl, but still... we cares...

a bunch of friends that can click together doesnt comes easily..

i hope we can maintain that friendship as long as we can..

i been quite mean to some of them when i have bad moods. hope they dun mind..

i am so sorry if i ever neglected any one of them..

love all of you !!

aw, finally closing for this month is finish.. super long since ot is resume back and i end up working till late night again.. this feeling come back again.. i always tot that working at night can be quite happy, there's nobody around to order us or supervise us..
but today.. i feel so demoralise.. i have damn alot of invoices to bill...
althou my team members offered to help, i tried my best to clear them my own and give a little to them... BUT what i exchanged was "pple all take abit then u dun have to do already lor".. others can see how much i have done, but my team members see nothing..
i know i previously have some conflicts with them, thus, communication with them is too much for me..
i just want them to leave me to do my things peacefully.

anyway, off with the stupid work.. i have been super tired and restless. dunno why... hmm.

* have a great outing on last saturday:
house-warming @ pasir ris

dinner @ vivo city/Marche
halloween night @ sentosa
dee's birthday @ Jab1
AND and AnD... i played 2 rounds of pool with cardi WON!!!
Yay!

i tot we're only "billing girls", since when we become "everything u need to do-it-yourself girls"
how easy you are to send an email and change every procedures we're going thru.
lucky i have really good colleagues to help me out today, if not... i dunno what time will i be staying tonight..

im so sick & tired of all ur offices politics or whatever you guys are planning.
i going to stay low for these 3months and leave quietly.

*i hate big company*!!!







..u are being missed..

i want to change camera..
but im torn btw sony t-90 (PINK) & samsung st550 (PURPLE)..
wah.. so headache.. but there's still 2 more months before i get anything..


*friends are important parts in your life.
i dunno how things are going on for you.. but i hope that all well end well..
i miss the times we're best of best pals.. but now.. there seem to be another one replacing me..
althou im upset, but still wish you all the best.

=)

super lazy to use com already, i feel like sleeping every day.. =/
lucky we have a holiday on sat.
sat is my grandmother's birthday, but we went there for a short while and go out after that.

dear meet his friends for dinner and drink at united square. since is their "all guys" outing, i ask xl & ch to come and accompany me for dinner there.

the restaurant we went serve high quality beef but is damn expensive lar.. we are going budget so.....

we order sirloin beef at $12.90 for 10 slices.. (it's expensive but VERY YUMMY)

i actually wanted to capture the lights behind..!!

anyway, they treat me ben n jerry ice cream after that.. yummy! it seem like the outlet nearby me is always close down. i think the nearest one is at city hall? =(

there's one at white sand initally but it close down too.

i have a super bAd nightmare ytd la.. i still find myself shivering when i tink of it.
the pain and everything is still there.. im still super scared..
it bout someone who is trying to kill me three times in a row.. (i know this sound stupid & funny, but seriously, im freaked out)..
dun even laugh about it when u are not in my shoes thou..
i woke up 5 am being scared and i was so afraid to sleep back.

so tired now...

super saturday!!
everything is packed under one day..
birthday/hari raya dinner/mookcake festival
i woke up in the morning to go to the bank. damn freaking long queue lor..
n met some "high-end" auntie* bitch complaining to her daughter bout dunno what small thingys.
spoil my whole morning.
anyway, i didnt noe that morning market is so crowded with ppl here n there.
bought myself bread and chee chong fan that lasted me throughout the morning n afternoon.

till later that evening. stupid sotong keep changing the timing to visit mila's house. so ended up super early at ws's chalet. at first was thinking to come after i have my dinner at mila's house but ...... becos of the rain and everything. we went there at around 6pm and go off around 7..
traffic condition was super bad at downtown, took bus 12 to tanah merah and cab to mila's house as it was really late already.
sotong was already there.. complaining as usual.. took some pics at mila hse and then realise i actually wore the same top last year for her raya's dinner too. just the jeans part change.. WTH. nvm
stay till 10 and bus back HOME>.<

initally wanted to play with candles & lanterns (it sound childish, but it just for the fun of it thou).. anyway, the sky is dark and we cancelled it off. =(
tabao mila's mum special delicious meatball for belle. she just came over to take.. hehe..