`` ii hatee rosette ``

currently at rosette working at morniing shift.. and iit sucks alot.. becos of tat chiam lor... so fussy and everythiing muz be perfect... and he dun even allow anybody to help mii, even iif it iis carryiing heavy thiing...wtf, as iif ii m verii biig siize liike tat.. stupiid idiiot.. high posiitiion can like tat meh...


morning need wake up at 5.30 am .. so tired lor.. lucky i have off days on thur and fri...

`` no more pay ``

last day of the aerospace event, so not workiing at hyatt anymore... tml will be a hell place at rosette.. as the a class are haviing their event cateriing there.. we jus go there to cook staff meal..!!

hyatt is so good, we get our pay and doiing thiings and takiing money even we are having our meal. we admit we slack alot, bbut we oso spent hours plucking leaves, peeling onions, potatoes, crabmeat balls..... the quality is alot, not like in the restaurant.


the lady told us that next week will contact the sch to get our pay.. $300 + .. hope it is.. den can buy alot of things.. yeah!

joanna oso got into our sch.. congratz for her. shatec although cheat money but is okay lahz.

`` hyatt hotel ``

workiing iin a new enviroment..... at hyatt hotel... hmm.. staff meal there iis not bad, but onli 1 meat, 1 vege and side.. cannot take more meat lo... as i dun eat vegetables, hard for mii to eat... workiing fiirst day trimming thousand plus of potatoes and cutting vegetables, makiing sushii and oso eatiing them la.. they say can eat.. so i ate a few... hurt my leg becos my fren put tat trolley to my leg....!! dunno wad hee tiinks lo..

good thing there iis theiir pay, $7 per hour, but dunno whether the cheat money shatec will take any commiisiion anot.. heard rumors tat we can onli have $ 20 per day... wtf.. dunno whether is true but hope not lo..
another good thiing iis that uniform can be wash there by the ppl... den dun have to bring home..

`` miisses ocbc ``

aw.. today iis my bad luck day.. fiirstly , i had blisters on my leg, makiing mi diiffiicult to walkk.. den dunnoo wad the hell happen tat ii knock my hand agaiinst the metal bar, and then dunno wad the hell happen i had my finger swollen... wad the hell wiith mii...


tml iis my last day iin ocbc le.. although dunno when will be comiing back, ii reallii misses those uncless.. they are soo niice and dote mii so much.. although ii oways get bully there... haiiz.. but they are reallii fun... busy tiime busy, fun time fun.. after ocbc still goiing to the aerospace event..
have to cook for them or wad la.. $2.50 per hour!!!! so cheap sake lor... and ii onli get $20 a day.. from 12 pm to 8pm.. siiannz siia..

`` valentiines ``

tiis day iis .... i dunno wad to say..

`` moii bii bii ``

Onn 13 feb , 12 am... there iis one biig tatty for mii... hee.. ii love iit sooo much.. tat iis wad ii owayss wanted.. although he keep sayiing tat he wont giive mii anythiin.. but tat is oways surprises awaiitiing for mii... ilu .. thousands of words couldnt express moii thanks to euu... tatty `` me to euu `` bii bii born on 13feb, 12 am...

`` miiss the fiireworks.. ``

thiis iis the day where ii intend to see fireworks on 9.30 pm sharp and lasted onli for 2mins.... becos waiitiing for someone.. we miss iit.. ii dunn tiink have any chance to see it.. so busy tat day and we were rushiing around.. haiiz.. iii reallii wan see iit... thoose guys dunno wad tat romantiic abouut.. reallii damn niice u noe... sunday iis the last day le.. but i;m not goiing there till wed.... sob sob.. ii burn my hand too.. sure leave 2 scars...!! stupiid thomass.. HumPh

`` cheerful ``

can someone see i'm much more cheerful now.. ii realllii m.. tat wad ii tot.. but they stiill didnt noe tat..

i'm not those little gal anymore.. i'm growiing up.. but y nobody seems to understand mii more.. nobody noe wad ii m ..

`` lala ``

ii'm bored.. dunno wad to do... valentines iis coming.. wad should ii do...

`` Startiing New ``

today.. we have some quarrels and he told mi to start anew and find someone that can giive mii wad ii wan.. RIGHT!! We diid have a few hours of silent... And then..................................................

`` iit startedd wiiith some thiinkiing ``

i've have been thiinkiing.. i'm realli feel i'm goiing breakdown ..

i have been hiddinng in the darkness.. please let someone briing mi some ligghts...

diid ii make the riight choiice..

today. he shouted at mii in froont of hiis frens.. ii feel so sad.. ii cried, but not in fronnt of them......... ii knew they were talkiing bout mii.. i juss knew iit....

`` ii wanted to rest ``

some thiings had been botheriing mii.. wiish ii could hav some rest .. but i dun tiink ii can..