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i got an Iphone .. well, it's the hottest thing in town isnt it ??
hahas.. anw, this is a super advance bday present from bf.. and i suddenly just got it one fine day..

i haven been updating cos i have been busying playing with the games..

i love those finding stuffs games, puzzle ones and super cute ones..
bf is engaged to the "Angry Bird" game..but he always pronouned it as angry bee!! -.-


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June
this year is a busy one for me.
i have my Tp, sis wedding n stuffs.. hardly have any time for myself to catch up with others..

speaking of that..
i totally think through my post just now.

i just need myself to b happy instead of caring how others feel about me.
as long as i'm happy.. yep.. =D
friends come and go..
time will see how far friendship can go.
of cos i wish i always have them.


aiya.. i also dunno what i want..
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i haven been updating for soooo long..
sometimes i'm just plain tired .. i'm getting restless at my job.. but it's coming.. the end of jun when i will be gone for all these things.. i dunno what to feel, so confused, so happy & sad at the same time ...
i dunno how my next job will be or if i ever find a job ..
getting to meet new ppl and everything will be new to me.. i'm scared at the same time.
but someone says if i dun get out of the "comfort zone" i'm having, there's no way to know what's happening outside. so, i decided tt i need to get out no matter what..

so now, the friends part come in..
at times, i dunno whether i'm hanging out w the right ones.
the one who treat me like an enemy & a "sister" .. the way she can treat others but nv me.
the way she is demanding or thinking tt i might snatch something or someone away from her...
they way she wants to win me from anything or everything.
does it matter so much in a friendship..
i totally have no idea..
i really wondered why i'm still there.

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tt becos we're still friends? no, i treat her like a friend. but i still need the respect from her.
no, she will always be a "friend" only. no more others.

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my real friends wont do that. they will be happy for me not jealous over me.
they will want everything best of me, not take the best out of me.
true friends do that right?

i think i'm still happy alone.

well, "C" is finally taking off.
just sent her off and feel so heart-pain when her mom cried. most of them cried and i cant control myself too. T_T
i wish her all the best and have a safe journey & may she meet nice friends over there to take care of her.
uh, saw the girl that is going to travel w her * erm, hope she dun bully "C" lor..
like those kind off heck care thinking, she dun feel sad leaving and was hurrying "C" to go inside when it's still early la..
*prays* that time pass faster so she can come back in a blink of an eye !!


"A" 's grandfather pass away too.
i'm quite sad even thou i just see him a few times but they're all quite nice to me.
to "A" :: jia you ! jie ai shun bian ...


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why is all the sad things happening this month..
i cant help but feel so emotional too.
ahh. long story...
shall continue again......

there's a new girl coming to join our billing team. i saw her at the boss room with my AM..

so i went over to my AM after that,

ME: hey, i heard there's a new girl joining us?

AM: Ya, why..

ME: is she replacing me?? shall i handover my things to her?

AM: Go away, i dun want to talk to you...

ME: why, i need someone to cover me what !!!
AM:  i'm not talking to you !!

well, he doesnt want to hear about me leaving. even if i'm giving him MC, he will get so panic over what i'm giving him....


Currently watching ::

KOREAN DRAMA : PERSONAL TASTE by LEE MIN HO !!!

isnt he handsome !

he's so cute acting all gay kind of stuffs..

my new craving :: tornado potato !!!

i just tried it in Cheese flavor !!

damn nice de la.. abit saltly when the cheese is concentrated in one area but the potato are real fresh and yummy.. and while i'm typing this, i'm craving for it now..

there are 4 flavors: cheese,onion,bbq & kimchi... i will still go for the cheese.. it's my fav !

and i only can try one cos i'm still sick, but once i recover, i will buy two at 1 go. !! cant wait...

*hopefully the pasar malam haven close yet.. if not, i dunno where i can get it already . *prays*

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how i know whether all this while it's like this..
the different faces of ppl carrying different masks in front of you is tiring enough.
i might be late to know all this as i am the silly, foolish girl around you guys..
i always tot that friends are suppose to be true to you no matter what happen...
but the way ppl are doing nowadays, i really couldnt catch up and i dun understand...

i dun trust the f.r.i.e.n.d.s.h.i.p thingy anymore.. it feel so weak compare to the money,fame,lust and everything else. when some factor came into the friendship, it cant hold long.
that's how weak friendship are to modern ppl.
yes, friends can be found anywhere, anytime.. but who are those who are being true?

i had the fabulous dinner/ktv session with long-time-no-see friends. for those who are true and straightforward now, it's limited. but still i meet these two whom are true and comes straight to the point. i mean, there's no hiding of the true self, no pretending and i like it.

this pic is w flash de lor.. and it's so much clearly than those without..

p.s. i'm still uploading to my com. i'll upload to my FB once i'm free ! =)

someone told me "life is just like a drama, there's so much to act and so much to remember. you dun have to talk about how bad others is and just live true to yourself."
yes, people minds are so scary that there're times which i just want to be alone and isolate from the world to be myself. i ask him whether i can trust him , he reply "for so long, i hope u can see what and how i treated u"  =)

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oh, i need to show u guys what bf bought for me for our anniversary next month ! actually, it's a bag for my sis's wedding too.. and my sis bought me my dress too .. i love them all !!!

at first, i'm buying the black one and the sales girl told us that there's two new colours for this design.

that's this rose & white colour.. omg, i fell love at first sight when i see this colour. it's pink =D

and my dress is pink too !

it can totally cover my tummy.. except for the fat arm.. i'm still thinking for a solution.

movies weekendsss..
watch Iron Man 2 with sotong n her bf on friday night.. fighting part was awesome plus i nv watch Iron Man 1 so these look super new to me.. i dunno bout the story and all but it was tot to be one of the blockbuster for this week.. so i just watch it..

they are the same person.. she's so damn hot la. the perfect hour-glass figure.. =P

i have no idea the breasts is soo large but anw... it's nice lor.. =))

catch IpMan2 with khakis on saturday night ..

reach home is ard 4plus am liao la.. was lucky that we met desmond outside ehub and he is willing to sent me home.. cos the others is going for supper..

i prefer Ipman than Iron man.. both are nice but i like donnie yen now.. he's like soooooo charming ..

look at his body can liao. hahaha.. anw, he was real cute & "ah dai" kind of teacher.. super cute de la.

=D

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oh well, to "A"

u are really slow when updating on urself.. =X

go learn how to use twitter la.. ask "C" to teach u..

on my bro, i think it super far for him lehs. CCK leh!! =(

hopefully he can get fatter becos of the life there.. hehes..

the malaysian menlo guy is super long liao la.. i this got 2 yrs ago le. now of cos dun have liao.

no cute or good-looking guy that can catch my eyes now also.. all i see is those uncles liaos..

I know, it's friday! & yep i did talk to her.. u both tell me a day then i can meet u all for lunch lo.

actually, i seldom eat at the canteen, mostly tabao also... cos i feel that the chairs n tables is very dirty..

but for both of u, i try to sit there lo =X

my lunch very early de leh.. ard 12 - 2 pm , anytime ard there.