`` attactments ``

been so so so tiired this few days.. but there still got 9 more weeks to go... goiing outlet to gaiin work exp iis so unfaiir.. we have to work so hard wiithout getting any pay... the customers keep orderiing... tiis week , i 'm in charge og the soup.. have to heat up all e soup and prepare.. is so troublesome.. long time nv have a break le..



zzz

daddy biirthday ``

on 26th of dec... we gone to buy a com.. before that, went shopping to buy daddy present.. that a pants... den went to ktv to siing... at night, we went to eat at a restaurant.. got sharkfins, but their food are not veri niice.. we bought a com, but no internet ..... !!!

 

`` chriistmass day ``

chriistmas tiis year should be e most boriing one.. nothiing to do , except for cleaniing up e hse... watchiing tv.. tat all... however.. later i'm gooiing to celebrate my daddy's biirthday.. we're goiing out.. hees.. niice one...

stiill quarrel abiit ... cant help it..


ii miiss hiim ...............

`` ugly freak ``

tat giirl iis suchh a freakk.. she is a monster... smiilee liike an idiot.. duun liike y muz smiile.. suchh a flirty biitchh`` cant stand iit.. uu are one stupiid guy...
hate uu..

`` christmas day ``

christmas is comiing.. and my hoildays are endiing.. wiithin tiis holiiday, i went to catch up wiith some friends.. tml will be having a class bbq.. den wed goiing kbox, thur to pasir ris park and then fri goiing out witth frens and sat staying at alan hse to celebrate christmas...
soo enjoy but i hate to go back to the busy days................

`` friies ``

my bro iis soo good.. buy for mii friies in the miiddle of the niight.. yummii..

`` boreed ``

went out today, tot it would be happii to shoop around, as christmas is comming.. lotsa of sales goiing around... but , he doesnt liike shoppiing.. it hard to shop seeiing hiimm so boriing. so decided to just go home.. not happii either........ dunno wad to do.. play my game, and he play hiis...

actually, i m reallii unhappii.. but ii knew he is not happii oso..

ehh.. no more tagboard.. i'm findiing..

`` haiir ``

 

 

i'm broke, with no money and also a loads of creditors.. i own my mum $90 , owm my sis $18..  Jus becoz of this stupid haiir.. that cost mii $300 + $120 haven pay... lol.. diidnt see any different even thought i highlighted my hair.. and been scolded becos of this hair... m i reallii that stupid to trust that guy.... but... anyway, areadi do liiao...

`` Star Awards ``

i dun like tis year star awards.. dislike all those U NEW COmers.. the judges are just giving them face.. hate tat bryan!! AND e Michelle Chia!! SHe SUXXX..........

And wad bout the bai wei xiu, look so angry when rui en get the top 10 female..!!! jealous or wad.. wear clothes oso dunno how to wear properly... haiii....................


so angry nEIIIIiii...

`` yucks ``

bitter in the mouth!! yucks.. i hate that feeling.. but i dunno why tat it keep on staying... As i look blankly at them.. feeling so sour, feeling so bitter... my body feel so paiin.. it everywhere, everytime.. i'm feel so lost.. i dunno wad exactly do i wan in my life.. ... ... ... this keep recalling in my mind.. i feel so bad.. veri verii bad..

`` fadiing away ``

Love !!!!!!

 

i dunno!!

`` sch reopenn ``

mon to fri 8am to 4pm.. i will be dead beat by then.. this new timetable reallii sux... teacher oso change except leongg.!!








haiz

`` i dunno ``

ii cant stop spendingg money..

ii cant help myself browsing thru auctions thinking wad to buy..

but ii have no money, but keep spending them..

still own my sis $20.. how m i going to pay her..

pls let mi stoop thinking bout shoppinng..

`` birthday wiishes ``

today is wed.. tml is thurs.. And fri is my birthday!!! finally i'm 17.. hehes.. but stupid leong wan us to go sch again.. dunno do wad revision.. sux... cannot go out and have fun for that day.. cb leong lahh.. aft practical exam still wans us to go back.. lala..

haiz.. today went shopping with my sis.. wow, cant be tat happi b4.. bought so mani mani thins.. spend so much in a few hours.. omg.. nv felt so happii b4.. muacks..

`` sob ``

ytd the practical, i cut my hand.. so pain.. sob sob .. cause tat stupid onion, makes me so pain..
i finally do finish one of my proj le.. still got one more to go.. i'm dead beat.. so tiring.. tml still got class the soccer match.. muz go n watch.. jia you!!

`` sob ``

`` finally ``

today, is my dream come true... my birthday present of the year... hehehe... my nokia 7610.. all thanks to my dad for his $100 voucher and my mum for paying the rest of the amount as a present for my birthday.. i oso sold my hp to that guy again... so can pay off.. i'mm sooooo happiii today.. i oso get to go out to bugis and eat at V8 movie cafe with my family... yummii...

my precious hp.. hehe.. so happii...

`` lalala ``

i'm tired..

`` countdown ``

`` project ``

my projects are goiing to be due.. helpp.. i still haven finiish.. stupid ah leong gives us so manii things to do.. dun even let us have a break.. so tiired of doiing , but still must do.. hardly have any spare time to go out.. so manii things i miss.. mache !! chocoo!! moviiiess!! when would ii have the time to go...!!

`` paypal ``

soo manii thiin to buy.. but those cheaper ones are often in other countries.. somebody who had paypal please tell mi ok... i need ur help...


tml hav practical exam... sianzz ...

`` burnt ``

ii have burn my hand, and i tink it will leave mi a scar.. althought is not veri pain now , but it is quite swollen..
today is sunday.. no need go to sch and see those teachers.. everyday see oso siann.. friday jus finish my test.. hope it turn out well.. pass can le..
ytd practical oso cut my hand, but not verii big.. today gone liiao..
tml still need to go sch... tata...

`` haiz ``

dunn wad ii diid wrong today.. N he doesnt wan to tell mii.. i'm reallii so confusedd... sad as oways.. is it every relationship tat is long will suffer in e end, y those promises is all gone..

`` exams comiing ``

fri would be my food knowledge exams.. so nervous.. but i soo soo tired of sch.. ytd jus get my locker.. it was so small.. n cost mi $45.. my password is verii easy to rmb too.. haha..





And i Never Asked For Much.. Juz Listen!!

`` schh ``

it been 3 weeks since i've started sch.. real busy and nv fail to go sch.. cos there is a dp system.. hees.. reach 20 and u are out of the sch.. recently, some of our classmates hav areadi get some but a little.. got times when there are conflict btw them.. heard bout using knife to cut each other but end up in class still toking to each other.. wad the .... dunn wad going on.. i'm been so tired and realli hope can hav some days of rest.. realli miss those days.. althouggh the classes are short but in exchange, we muz go sch even in saturdays.. it been 3 weeks, i haven accompany my family to eat le.. the foods i cooked during practical, was like.... yucks, except e first one.. there are 3 practical a weeks, imagaine the things u have to cook.. omg.. lucky till now, i have not cut my hand or burn them..

`` moii frenz ``

in shatec, i made some frenz.. there are onli 8 gals including mi in the class, and the rest 36 are boys.. some boys are veri noisy some quiet.. there are oso a lot of same names esp christian name.. hees.. my dear is one.. there are 2 jonathan , both are big size de.. one is quite close to us, staying in pasir ris too, so can go home together.. he quite loyal to frenz too.. another is ah siao, dunn y called him tt, but he is siao siao de.. haha..

ok.. the gals, some are malay n chinese.. got 2 from other country, one is married.. got 3 gals tat are oways together wid e malay guys..

the teacher , some good some bad.. got one tok soooo softly.. dunn wad she is.. another one is like so blur blur dunn how to teach but he is the dm of the course !!! our course tutor oways late, but he is still a trainer..

`` tiired ``

1 week had pass.. And, it was realli a tiring week.. I believe tat it were b more tiring as it goes on.
I had knew some classmates areadii.. Some are quite niice too .. Got mani.. Too mani tat i cant tok bout it..Hmm , update next time..

`` fiirst day of sch ``

well, today is my first day of sch.. and i woke up at 6am to prepare.. and dear de father come pick mi at 6.35am like tat to interchange.. we took mrt to bukit batok and found out we are 45mins earlier.. so we sat at mac, and ate a hashbrown dere.. aft tat we walk back to Shatec.. AND we muz walk by the back door to go to our classes.. i dunn y should we do tat but i jus hate it..

Our first lesson, Catering Science.. the teacher , Mrs Choong, was so boring.. She tok non- stop for 1 and a half hour of rules, attire and disipline.. den we've our 15 mins of break and go to the next class..

Next, is It lesson..And again e teacher repeat all the rules, attire and disipline. And wad i hate most is the self- introduced to the whole class.. Soo Silly..
Aft tat, we release at 12pm to hav our lunch.. went to West Mall de food court and eat.. walk abit den go back to sch..

The lesson is next is by our form teacher, called a veri chiim name, dunno how to spell..on that lesson, we buy our shatec t-shirt.. $9 each, so ex.. den i was group to group2.. which means, i dun hav to stay till 8 but on tue, thu and sat hav to stay till 6pm..

On e way home, with so much thin.. veri heavy, we oso fell asleep on the mrt..
den we went to buy my black shoes and go back home.. at 8 , i meet my dear go eat dinner n buy his shoes and my black socks.. tiringg day.

`` orientation ``

ii went for my school orientation on 29th at 9am.. whiich means ii get up at 6.45am but we reach there jus in tiime.. haii, oso found out tat my timetable real sux.. on mon, my first day of sch, i hav to report at 8.30am but leave sch at 8pm.. omg, i nearly study for 12 hours...!! my teacher name oso veri hard to pronoun, and my gal classmates are few, but they are together except mi.. cos i didnt tok to them.. some are from overseas.. got mani rules oso, late for 1 min oso hav a demerit points!!

`` stupiid x2 ``

ytd when to c a doc regardiing my hand and my flu.. haven even take a close look at my hands den say i skin allergy... my flu, he jus gif mi a medicine whiich cost mi $30+.. altogther $64 le.. so ex, fiirst time c so ex de doc, although he a relieved doc, shouldn b like tt oso mahh.. no wonder there so little ppl.. dun tink my hand is going to recover le.. if it worsen, i miight go c agaiin.. sob.. sob..

den tat moS burger, transfer mi onli $14++.. i work for 2 days lehh... ii sms him nv reply agaiin.. stupiid ROY.. tat CC, guy dun like guy, gal dun like gal.. haiiz..

`` i'm siickk ``

i'm jus siick..

`` back ``

i'm back, wif lots lots of red patches.. verii itchyy , dunno why.. helpp mii.. goiing to diie of those itchness.. hmm, but i buy alot of cuttlefiishh.. yummii..

malaysiia is verii hot.. but theiir food some are verii niice.. long long journey from there.. got allot of mosquitoes too.. ii kiilled one.. hees..

`` malatsiia ``

i'm goiing malaysiia later.. ii wiill miiss my famiily de.. cos i'm goiing wiid dear n hiis famiily.. but ii reallii veriii sway.. bad luck.. haiiz..

recently was keep quarrelliing wiid hiim.. say so manii thiing oso quarrel, dunno y.. somethiing iis wrong wiid mii..

`` star warr ``

woohoo.. ii watch star war liiao.. went wif my dad n mom n siis on mondayy nite.. so niice.. butt tat handsome guy become bad liiaoo.. haiiz.. hee..but ii got eat nachos.. yummii.. so niice.. wiish to watch agaiin.. hopiin to get theiir vcd soon..

tue: ii went to work, helpiing moii mummy... den go dear hse at bout 5.. ii took a cab dere.. cos ii was siimply lazy to go.. hees..

wed: moii n moii dear de 9th monthh anniiversary.!! too long to type out..

`` sad dayy ``

haiiz.. ii noe it's sad.. Chip dun deserve tiis type of thiin.. he is a good n lovely dog.. he reallii issh.. but sadly to say, we cannot giiv hiim a good home.. ii wiill surely regret for liife.. i'm reallii so unhappii bout iit.. i dunn wad to do, tat iis best for him.. wiish someone would giif hiim a good home.. please please please.. haiz..

`` fun day ``

wed : went out wiif cat .. go bugiis shop shop.. eat at V8 movie cafe.. verii cheap.. order a chiicken baked riice n french friies , we share , cos cant eat fiiniish .. hees.. yummii .. aft tt , we went to take neopriint.. but ii stiill cant upload e pics.. cos haven scan.. den went back tot tampiines to eat haagen dens.. iice cream.. so expensive.. but dawn workiing dere giif us discount.. hees.. we ate $23 plus.. for 2 iice creamm.. isnt tt ex... den we went kbox.. siing untiil 11 pm.. actually siing untiil 9pm, but they dunn own us wad dun wan to giif den gif us extend.. stupiid manager.. hav fun thru out e night.. so tiired too..

`` boriing ``

tiis few days quiite boriing to moii.. nothiin much to do..
hmm..
on monday, wake up early, beiing chase out by my siis as she had frenz comiin over to play mahjong..den ii go buy mac breakfast 4 mi n dear.. went to dear hse, ut after awhile ii go meet moi mum.. go buy a mattress for moii.. got spriing de hor.. verii nice de.. will deliver tml le.. aft tt, peii them go eat.. at first goiing eat crabs all tt , but end up eatiing duck riice.. but, stiil not bad..go home aft tt..

on tuesday, dear come my hse eat diinner.. den watch tv all tat.. aft tt go hm liiao.. simple dayy.. nothiin much to do..

on wednesday, meet dear at inter, goiing ser nth.. sure spend alot of money.. we bought a carrier n a wheel.. total spend about $30.. den jus go home le.. but today go hm tt time quarrel.. dunn becos of wad.. haiiz..

on thurs, went jurong swiimiing complex.. hehe.. so funn .. but got those stupiid malay guys playiing liike small kiids.. after tat , went to eat a biig feast.. consist of a personal pan pizza, 6 sweet n spiicy drumlets, 2 pcs chiicken, 2 small whiiped potato n 2 driinks.. yummii.. moii n dear eat untiil so full.. whiile goiing home , both of us slp liike piig in e traiin.. haha.. aft tt still muz meet e who to sell hamsters.. hees.. jus a day liike tt over le..

on fri, wanted to eat marrybrown but then dun wan liao.. eat nasii lamak instead.. den wanted to rent disc but dun hav agaiin.. den go buy wheel at mario dog.. den go back dear hse.. aft tt , go his ah ma hse eat diinner.. watch tv awhile den quiite late go hm le..

on sat, went tm for a walk.. got roti boy.. hees.. try tt n oso go meet e gal who wanted to buy hamster ball from us.. den go back dear hse n went back quiite early.. cos 2 days nv see mama liiao..

on sun, wake up verii early, beiing pull up by my sis n mom,ey wanted mi to peii them go eat breakfast.. went to chiinatown eat dim sum.. not bad, but ii verii full.. aft tt , peii my mum go outside buy thiings den ii go dear hse, she go hm.. we play com awhiile den evenningg go his ah ma hse eat.. den aft tt went home le.. cos dear goiin watch soccer..

`` sad ``

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yew!! short haiir``

yucks.. soo short moii hair..  soo regret, but no point liaoo.. muz wait for it to loong agaiin.. sobs sobs.. although not so contented wif e results , but tis iis moii choice so ii will accept iit...

`` no comments ``

yew!!! moii injection dere swollen liaoo.. sob.. although not tt pain.. but it is quite ugly !!!!!!!!! but bo bian, mayb tt day eat so manii prawns tt moii mum cook for moii... dun wishh to disappoint her u noe... she wanted to prepare a feast for moii grandmother duringg mothers' dayy... hehee..

ytd jus gif moii mum a trreat widd moii sis tagingg along, hav to payy both of their mealss !!! but luckily not verii expensive.. we went cafe cartel to eat.. not baad actually, but ii was havingg a flu tat time , so no appetite ... wasteddd !!!!!!!!!!!!1 (&%#(*&*#

aft tt , went to buy shirts nn go watsons buy stuffss.. finallyy, time for moii to cut hair... siannn, later moii mom wanted to sneak away... lOl.. actually, she is goingg fren hse.. . well, moii hair turn up .. SHORT>> MESSY >> EEKK .. not wad i expected... cost moii mom $30 !! well, wad to do... sad, regret... but .. i m able to accept it ...

`` checkk upp ``

woo... jus went forr checkk upp.. took a lonngg time.. lucky , injections is e last... sooo painn... reallii verii painn... sobb.. but overall is ok... e fees oso quite reasonable.. at least nv over $50 ..

todayy, go check up onlii .. nv go anywhere le.. tat all ..

`` inJectionnss ``

woohhooo... tml goinng c doc liaoo.. sure muz hav injectionss!! omgg.. so painn..

diee diee liaoo.. haizz.. recentlyy is damnn siannn.. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

goingg for a haircut tis fridayy.. hope it turnn out well.. .................. N U BETTER DUN LAUGH AT MOII ...

`` no more shoppingg ``

oh, catherine jus said she goingg to work till 8 may... so not goingg out on thurs le bahh... but i tink ii may go n get a haircut soonn.. dunn whenn.. nobodyy wan to peii mii goo lehh.. wantedd to save some moneyy.. want to change phone.. tis phone is gettingg boringg..

`` excitedd, outingg ``

wheww.. so tiredd, beenn workingg for a few dayss liaoo.. cut myy hand n legg everywhere oso gt those cuts.. so poor thinn.. reallii damn damnn tired.. moii sis go malaysiaa enjoyy while i'm here doinngg work.. aft she come back, i make sure i go enjoyy myselff..

i'm goingg out widd cat , long timee no c liaoo, we're goingg orchard next thurs... yippee.. finallyy can go out wid her.. i been so busyy lately, she oso verii busyy liaoo.. loll.. miss her soo muchh.. tat day, we muz eat n take neoprints n SHOPPINGG which ii havenn done a longg time le.. yeah yeahh yeahh..

``sad sad, heartbrokenn``

"i'm so sad, disappoiinted, confused, aiya , dunn lahh..".. wad hav i done wrongg i reallii dunnn.. been choosyy of food?? showingg off moii temper?? cant understandd myselff.. do ii reallii havv to feel tiss wayy.. or juss i'm ventingg my angerr.. i dunn wad is he tinkingg oso.. jus leavingg mii like tt n wentt homee.. doess he still care bout mii.. he told moii yes.. but moii heart is shatteredd intoo pieces.. 1 by 1, his sms pierce intoo moii heartt.. n there it is... tearrs fallingg down fromm my eyes.. rolledd downn of moii cheekss.. moii smiles had gonee..

"i dun feel like goingg anywhere.." said him ..

well, recently been to work.. realli so tiredd liaoo.. moii hands are achingg.. feel like dyinggg!! let moii jus leave tis world can anot.. y owayss wan mi wan to quarrel...

sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob !!

``i'm goingg to b dead``

wed to thurs keep on working n working.. oways wake up soooo early to help my mommy wid my sis.. lOl..

wed:
early in e morningg go bath n readyy to set off to work.. first, we've to fill our stomachh wif tons of food.. buyyingg subwayy.. that cost my sis a bomb.. but, i'm her sis u noe.. so it ok.. hahaa.. bought a foot-longg sandwiches... n my whole day, i onli ate bread.. no point, tt is e onli way i can save some moneyy... longg time nv eat friess le !!! work until 7pm is a torturee to miii.. my dad lo, keep rushinggg those stupid thingss.. so ke liann .. finally able to see my dear le.. cos, i need to go buy e batteries b4 my bro complained about mii...reach hm b4 9pm so can watchh e show..

thurs:
same same, work in e morningg, but at least can go earlier.. cos, wanted to bringg gasper out for a walk, but my stomachh is hurtingg each time.. so cancel le.. stay at dear hse .. watching miko , so cute.. n i was dead beat.. my body cant seems to move well.. so went to slp awhile..
tml den bring gasper out.. !!

``moii new camera``

usingg moii ownn digital camera take de.. so happii , finally gt le.. but soon will gone le.. cos moii sis goin malaysia den will take it along widd her.. haha.. nvm.. e camera wont gone forever... mmuackkss .. i got wad i wann liao.. now can concentratee on savingg money for moii studies...

`` cameraa ``

so longg nv onlinee liaoo.. i wass sooo tiredd tis feww dayss.. hav to work to repay e money 4 e camera to my daddyy..

thurs:
working.. wake up veri earlyy to go workk.. but dun get anii moneyy cos moii pocket moneyy was deducttedd n e workingg moneyy muz pay to my dad.. verii sad todayy.. cos nobodyy dotes on moii.. my dad dote most on my sister n moii mom dotes most on my broo.. sOB!! but never mind lahh.. jus b it.. i feel tt i'm soo stupidd so clumsyy to do anithingg.. realli like a useless personn.. haiz.. dunn live in tiss world for wad.. today, dear de mom buy a pair of slippers for moii.. manii thx.. a pink one.. ``

fri:
oso go work but no moneyy.. work until 4 plus den can goo le.. so tiredd.. tt stupidd thin so big.. my mom n i oso cant carry it.. my sis 12 plus go liaoo.. cos she go sch play badminton.. den left moii dere.. nothingg muchh.. no moneyy can go out.. now onli left 1.10 to spend till sundayy.. but lucky moii mum gt gif mi 2 bucks, still can last for some time.. but i got buy 2 paacket of biscuits for my breakfast n lunch.. hehe..

so tireddd... still gt flu.. goingg to diee liao..

``stupid uu``

sunday:

ytd jus when to work at mos burger in e morningg.. so tired.. gt manii ppl lo.. dunn y muzz eat deree..work until sooo tiredd liaoo, i still havv to peii my familyy go celebratee my momm birthdayy.. go ktv at katongg shoppingg mall... my bro keep snatchingg e mic.. act tt he noe how to singg.. he wan to open concert.. onlii those old songs he dun snatchh.. loL..so funnii.. but first time he go ktv widd us never fall asleepp, coss he keep wantingg to singg songg.!!! aft tt we go a coffee shopp eat.. verii dirtyyy lo, wiff so mani uncles dere drinkingg n makingg alot of noisee..!! my sis n ii dun even dare to move our feets as it's verii dirty... eekk!! aft tt den go hm lo.. snatchh com wif my bro but fail... !! i go watchh tv.. last month my dad actually can change a digital camera 4 mii, but he say wait till tis month, but e camera no more le.. so sad.. i ask them go ask e personn c hav anot.. wishh mii luckk..!!

``moneyy moneyy moneyy``

i'm so stress now lehh.. scaredd i noo moneyy to payy forr e uniformms.. all togetherr cost ardd $800 ++ somemore.. now my hp bills is 80++.. den still hav to buyy a digitall cameraa... dearr dearr oso noo moneyy liaoo.. but tis n that 4 moii.. realli dun wishh him to wastee anii more moneyy le.. he still hav to buyy a bike.. cos his bike was STOLENN tt time... hate tt F***** tt stole his bike..den havv to fann tis n tt.. how.. i'm still youngg lorr.. havenn gt e motivationn to workk .. damn damn lazyy nowadayss... Lol.. guess i'll have to pay 4 it..

``soo sadd``

haiz, realli sad.. sad sad sad.. wad happen to us.. haiz.. nth can eexplainn.. i m so tiredd.. tiredd of thosee quarrelings n sayingss tis n thatt.. omgg.. someone helpp mi ouutt... ii 'mm goingg to breakk downn soonner or laterr.. stopp tis.. !!! howw couldd wee stopp thatt.. no pointt writtingg ...

`` mos burger ``

`wed`
wed jus went to work at mos burger... n it realli sux.. have to stand whole day.. n e place is so small 4 e staffs... cant they build larger de space 4 us.. i was dead beat n went to dar hse wif a small fries n a chicken burger... cos i work 4 hrs n less, so i cant eat those ex burger!! omg.. so niao.. it was realli boring tt daayy thou.. i wishh e timee would goes fasterr..den dear pick mi up n i go his hse bath cos so sticky.. den went home aft lookingg at our hamsterss..``

`thur`
hmm, today whole day help moii mum to work.. n dear help moii dad.. he went out wid my dad n his helper n come back ard 7 plus.. aft tt we go eat n went to his hse.. actually wan watch e 9pm show, but i miss 2 eps so nv watch.. wan watch liao but his parents come back n watch tv.. so we decided tml den watch.. lOl.. cos he going dental tml den free liao.. hmm... at nite we ooso quarrell.. haizz.. so sad.. but now still ok liao.. n i decided to change my stubborn temper towards him.. cos i realli make him so angry n fed up.. nearly lose him le.. i m spoilt, so there is a reason 4 wad i m.. but still hav to change 4 his sake.. or else he would b unhappi.. sob..!! i wishh i cann change too.. so sad.. eyes cryy until so pain... lurvvee him``

``stRessss``

recently, i'm so stress bout e posting of e sch... haiz... if i go private, my mom wont hav so much money 4 mi to go.. but i hav to study n work at e same time so that e fees can b made... or else.. i would end up in e ite... haiz... wad should i do.. oso hav found job liao.. by catherine.. love her so much..help mii alott.. hopefully can earn some money to payy myy schooll feess from e jobb...wedd den starttt lee... hmmm, dunn havv anytimee to playy liaoo..gott too workk extraa hardd... jiaa youuu!!

``hp numbers``

today jus buy hp (V200) from my god bro's frenz... but lost moii frenzz 's number.. so whoever read moii blog gif mi ur hp number ok...? hmm.. i hav decide to go to a private schooll... to study n hav a diploma cert..but e sch fees veri expensive...haha.. let's walk one step n c one step....

gooTten moii resuiltss``

hmm, today jus gotten moii results..lets see...
moii english : C6
moii combined humanities : B3
moii math : C5
moii Science : C6
moii food n nutrition : B4
moii principles of accounts : B4
moii chinese : C5
not veri good lahh, but i areadii verii pleasee wiff it liaoo..L1R4 : 22.. wad my sis sayy.. i oso dunnoo howw to countt..aiya...realli verii fann as to goo to which schh n subjectss...my mum dun let mi goo ite...but e pace dere is slower mahh...keep wantingg mi to go poly..e subjectss realli dun suit mii..i realli dunn wad to choosee fromm...veri messyy..dunn wadd is goodd forr my futuree too..haizz yaa..wadd tiss o levell....hell, wad to gett out...hellppp miii chooseeee....
anyway, haha.. tml will b mi n dearr de 6 months annniversary...hope tt he could b wiff mii... whereever i gooo....although in e future, we dunn if we could together anot...i realli hope it can...

hpP spOill``

haiz, so sad.. my hp spoil liao..lcd screen change muz spend alot of money.. dunno wan change a new hp which takes months... or change e lcd screen which takes a few weeks... wad should i do leh..no money liao, so muz consider carefully before making a decision.. anibody help mi wif it..my mum dun support mi wif money liao..hmm.. anyway, thur muz go interview... n friday take results...veri anixous to see them..i dun tink i would go poly oso.. no courses i'm interested in lehh..sian norr..haiz..internet oso haven pay yet.. all those need money..!!!

vAlenTine'Day!!

ytd was valentine??? nope nope, to mi , everyday is valentines' ...hehe..it oso another normal day for mi n dear dear...jus go his hse, but gt buy mani mani yummi food form cold storage...reali alot...but until $17 plus...can u imagine...jus go his hse watch tv n my hammies... ey still dun climb onto my hands!! haiz.. but dear dear gif mi a bunch of choco surround wif small flowers...he no money still buy 4 mi, realli touch nehx..ty!!! i realli love it alot..at his hse eat dinner wif e food his parents brought back from his ah ma hse...it jus per normal to us lo...nothing much to enjoy..but realli love dear dear de surprise!!

neW yEAr~~~

jus e third day of new year...been busying collecting hongbaos...haha..but recently, realli seem economic not good..onli collect few dollars...my didi sae wan gif mi haven gif mi...!!BOX U AR!!!
hAha..jus kidding...relax ...1st day is e most boring one..go my ah ma hse, but too mani kids, playing around..some veri dao, dun wan call mi, muz use sweets to bribe them...heng i gt buy a few packets...i onli watch tv n watch, until my SHE enCore!! is been shown...aft tt still muz wait 4 other relatives to come...den go my great ah ma hse...at veri far..took us an hour to get there...but stay awhile onli, cos it's realli boring, i want to go hm...den dear come my hse eat, cos his family go malaysia but his passport expired le..so poor thin...den he play cards wif my siblings , lose alot ...haha..den my cousins come my hse play mahjong, i n dear go watch tv..slp at bout 3 plus aft e show end..den dear go hm...

2nd day isnt tt boring, but still sian de...morning eat den go my grandma hse...dear oso accompanied us .. den at dere oso play cards... win a few cents onli, luck not good...play e whole aftnn lo, sian man...cos nth to do...6 plus at dere eeat dinner den tk cab go dear hse...wow..cab fare $9, which means, jus now win de money, gone liao.!!!!!!! my bro oso go his hse.. c hamsters..
e babies open eyes liao...so cute..can carry them... my bro awhile den go liao..i stay at his hse watch e 9pm show, den go hm..want eat prata but sold out le..my e 7 -11 no more hotdogs bun 4 mi...saad sia...den oso play gunbound...den go slp le...

yuPpie..

finally finally, both com can use e internet liao...
now i dun need to snatch from my sis or bro...
but both com muz on den e outside 1 can use..
but better den nothing lo...haha...
congratz to mi..!!1

Febrary??? hOw tO speLL??

so fast, now areadi feb liao..goin to new year le..
haven buy my shoes n jeans yet...no money no tok...so ke lian..
chinese new year would b fun...hopping around...
most importantly can get to see my cute cousins again..
some veri naughty...some onli wan sweets den will call us 'jie jie'...
they r adorable...haha...hope to c them soon...but there're oways ups n downs...sob..dear goin malaysia liao...but dunn 1 or 2 days...cant see him...dunn wad my life will b about..but new year, i oways collect e least amount among my frens...y so ke lian..haha...muz get some from my kor kor n didi le....dun run away.!!!!!!!!!!!!1

EEkk...

hmm, FridaY juS woRk at gV...
Frm mORning 10 am unTIl evEning 6 pluS havEN eat anIthin lorx...
muZ stAnD deRe wAIt n Tk thin hERe n deRe..
rEAlli soO tiRing...haha...
lUckiLy Dun nEed woRk liAo..
coS i MIA 4 onLi 1 day deN eY toT i duN wAN to Do..
suX loRz...i duN neeD tt jOB aniWAy...thINgs deRe r Far Too expENsiVe...blah ... e mAnagEr sucKS toO....
aS iF he Is reAlli tt Big..TOk coCk ONli...

?? GV ??

aiya...e gv ask mi go interview leh..
but sae 27th will call mi confirm e time all tt..
but dunn realli anot...but hor oso quite ps to work dere...
hmm...realli work dere oso quite good..so near..
but pay abit low lorx...wan or dun wan...
gt $3.60 de or i wan $3 de lehx....
i still tinking....but dunn wad to chose....
ahh....lets c............

hmm...

well, it Joanna's celebration of her birthdae ytd...
it seems quite fun, as i ate alot of potatoes...yummi yummi...
nth to do now, FrOgGy is SLpin, leave mi to e com..
hmm...ytd, saw alot of frenz...miss sch days...
told mi gt alot of jobs too...ey can job hop anitime...
but mi, ................. haven found yet....haiz Yo....
dun sae bout sad thin liao...hmm...
hope jo is happi, when tkin e photos , ey realli look fun...
parents n relatives are friendly too...well, tis saves mi some worries...
oso meet some old frens...haha..times realli flies...
seeing u all makes mi want to stop growing up...
it seems tiring...can i enjoy now or later...
ey all workin n left mi, still enjoying life...
wad else could dere b out dere...i cant imagine, i dun wish to...
quite scary...nobody bothers mi....

soB..

aiYo...so long liao...
still no job..all my fren hav liao lor..
u all gd lo...i too hardworking den ey dun wan mi ...
so sian sia...gt ani jobs muz intro mi hor...
i goin to bored to death liao...
luckily gt daarr pei...hehe..

Bored TO dEath..

Now is a NEw Year 4 mi...2005!!!!!!!!!!
oMG..haven found a suitable job...
i'm lazy, super lazy...oways nth to do...
i'm goin to be bored of death...yea...now...