cant fucking know what the hell she wanted..
whY muz you step into my world.. why cant u just be at ur own world and not step into our world..

and why muz u give me the attitude that i'm at fault when you nv even considered my feeling..
how i feel??
you only care what is right and what is wrong..
and u feel nothing wrong bout ur decision..

December is coming !! so what next??
busy month i have.. hmm, let's see :
25-27 Nov : MONTH END CLOSING is always e tired one!! *hate it.. and it's compulsory staying ot.. =(
2nd Dec : Car practical Lesson
6th Dec : Outing w Belle Belle.. (wait very long liaos!!)
8th Dec : Evo's Birthday (belle's dog)
11th - 13th Dec : Cardi's chalet !!!
14th Dec : Secret =X
15th Dec : Car practical Lesson
17th Dec : Special's Birthday
19th - 21th : Germaine's Chalet !!!
24th Dec : Christmas Eve Gathering w Keong & gang
25th Dec : Christmas Day
26th Dec : Daddy's Birthday Plus Office Import Billing Christmas Gathering **
28th Dec : Car Practical Lesson again..
31th Dec : New Year EVE!!

i guess im going to broke by the end of this year =l
help me god.. let me win something !!

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Just attend finish Jo's chalet.. let see.. hmm, mostly busy w cleaning up the chalet...

plus swimmiing blah blah..

they're trying to throw Jo into the pool but kanna stop by her daughter.. damn funny scene to look at..

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& there's irritating bastards disturbing me n jo while we're on our way to buy stuffs..

F*** them..

`i was super stunned when they disturb us, but now... i feel that i should just slap them that moment.. oh well, too late....... =P

went back early to have dinner..

super shag out already..

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as usual.. is for you !
jia you too !!

terrible flu have conquered me over the weekend.. =(
but still struggle to go orchard just to take some pics of the christmas light..
i always love christmas.. (mayb the counting down towards christmas)..
becos it's always so bright and beautiful everywhere.. the music, atmosphere and the ppl's laughter..
we can shop thru and find the perfect gifts for ur loved ones... and it also mark the ending of a year....
how have u been spending thru this year?? what do we look forward to next year??
everything is nice..

the ION christmas tree..

the inside of the christmas tree.. it's totally amazing !!!

_like a fairytale dreamland_ i love it ....

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ytd was my company "DHL movie nite" event... we were given free passes to movie at Gv marina..
have watch "2012".. hmm, the graphics and everything is nice.. some funny parts too..
the only thing i dun like about this event is our ppl queueing up to "grab" seats.. as it's a free seating event..
those who are late will be end up in the front row for this 2hrs plus movie.. -_-
lucky i manage to get the middle ones!! =)

they cut my queue as i was somewhere in the middle..

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today is a bad bad day.. i was rushing thru my things and dunno where the invoices are piling up.. !!

tml i'm on leave for some matters to attend. so, i end up working late again to finish up my stuffs including tml invoices.. other grp may not need to do this but sad to say.. my grp is different from others..

not only i do so much more compared to them, but i feel really helpless when one dun even offered to help me and another one "fake" helping.. i have to do all my things after all..

even if i finish my billing for tml, it's still not enough..

i dun know why other grp can offered to help me but yet u both just stand by and watch me die..

very happy right!! damn..

another thing was bout belle.. anyway.. got kind of angry with her but nothing already..

=l

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i read it..

and hopefully, our friendship still can continue after all..

may the time wash away all ur unhappiness.

you're still someone special to me.

just like others, hope that one day.. we can talk again. =)

Terrible flu plus terrible day.. izzit becos it's Friday the 13th??
Sis & Dad pass their "flu" virus to me!!!  GREAT!!! *prays hard* that i recover soooNNNnn..
tml still have to work again.

plus, i am so damn irritated by my invoices today till i breakdown becos of it..
it's a kind of strange feeling.. first i kanna cut, then i feel a sudden anger and i keep scolding the invoices to myself and i was going dizzy , head damn pain and cried.. ...
i dunno why i cried but i totally lost control.. but oh well.. it just lasts for a few mins..
the flu covered it well enough that nobody except those close ones knew. =)


hmm..
hmmmm..
hmmmmmm..

i totally recommend this book!!

althou i didnt actually purchase it, i was reading thru my phone as ebook..

the story was so thrilling that i even get scared or make me so damn excited that i couldnt stop reading !!!!

if u have read Dan Brown's Da Vinci Code & Angels & Demons, you should really really read this one..

i haven finished yet but i find it really hard to stop reading it..

Try reading it.!!

Rain... ...

Sometimes i really wondered what is my place in you?

Sometimes i wondered what i am to you?

Or

Am i even important as a part of your life as Fren?

//

"Don't be dismayed at goodbyes. A farewell is before you can meet again. And meeting again after a moment or a lifetime is certain for those who are friends."

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i have finally got my hands onto the precious TX1 - Blue..
it cost me almost $800.. including the extra batt i die die must have ($89), screen protector ($8), 2 X 8GB memory stick ($69 EACH) plus a tripod & also additional of 2 years extended warranty..
i damn love it ~~~
<3

&&&
watch SAW VI at ps.. yeah! it's the first R21 movie since i turned 21..  but super disppointed when they didnt even ask me for my IC.. =((
i dun even look old right.. !! T_T
anyway, im quite contented with the story line and all.. but as usual, it nv ends......
there's quite a number of gruesome scenes but i still can take it.. =)

happy moments are always with ur frens & family & best of all.. ur loved one.
ytd was celebrating at wz chalet for his birthday PLus the halloween thingy..
my costume was just a black dress and a red witch hat.. i wanted to bring my broom la, but find it so stupid..
i dun normally wear a dress to a chalet k, so im super giving wz face liao..
and and and.....
the first time in my whole friendship with keong n cardi, i see them putting make-up.. wahahahahas..
the result : SUPER COOL & CUTE LAR.. (thk to sb's gf for her makeup)
seriously..
i dun dare to post it here.. but mayb facebook also will have.. but better not..
think keong gonna kill me if im like advertising him here...
*cardi outfit suit him the best.. !! he damn hyper also.. =P
totally fun and it's once in a lifetime.. i dunno whoever would be going to do something like this again..

pictures posting everywhere and nearly every min..
went back around 2 plus cos dear is damn tired already but they were still there taking photos lar..
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to be continued......