the super small size tv which "auto-off" in the middle of the night..

CREEPYYYY~ it is the night that we watch "child's eye" ... AND our window opened themselves..

anw. i am too tired to even wake up in the middle of the night when these happen so we just take it that

the wind is too STRONG (we stayed on the 4th floor), and the TV hav some sort of timer.. -.-

i love my mum !

okay, here is my winning !! minus off the MYR100 that i forked out, i won MYR260..

but i ended up losing MYR100 again tt night so total i won MYR160..

BUT.... i bought my parents and myself each a pendant which cost MYR30 each..

sooo, it doesnt look like i am winning..

& my dad lose it after 1 week .. =(

didnt tried this thou but it look super fun.. COOKING MAMA on a machine..

there is only 500 units but the number we took is 900 , so what is that mere little chance here?
a hoping of 600 ppls to opt out , is there that possibility?

more and more disappointments,  i dunno what to look forward to anymore..
what is that govt doing ... ... building us more flats that we are unable to afford and unable to even have a chance to choose..

singapore is now flooding with the so-called "foreign talents" and now, there isnt even a place for us to stay in
-.-

i wanted to update my genting trip. but so many things happen that doesnt feel good.
anw, it wasnt that bad if the check in having me to wait like 3hrs plus and the pizza hut service and also the creepy stuffs i feel in the hotel..

mayb i will update when i feel more happier ..

A: be strong, i'm so sorry to heard that.. take cares.

prays

I pray , i wish, i want my grandfather to be well.. Recover and stay alive , pls..

leaving for genting in one more day !!
so excited.. it been so long since i go holiday with my parents.. althou my sis n bro are not going..
i'm going to go casino for the first time and i wish i have some first-timer's luck !!

anw, it glad that mom is able to go with us..
=)

love mum

She have gone thru alot and i dun understand why muz one force her to this extent , cant her family treat her tt well that u muz put a stop to it? Does that she could nv enjoy her life lile she used to be. How long can this happiness last when u were to take it away from her. Yes, she may be smiling but i know she is super upset. Her case hav bring her much difficulties in her life and who in one life wish this to happen. It is all bout protecting one another. She bear it in her name, that is brave of her. Wont u do the same too? Now why cant u jus let her off for a few days jus to make her happy. What is wrong when i am the one paying for the trip. I earn my money and giv my money to let her enjoy life, is that so wrong as a daughter that u muz reject ! And what with all those commercials bout impt of family !! Back to a softer side, i wish u will grant us that one permission . *prays*

the quarrels we had, the love we got .

dear love,
thanks for visiting me once again.
i have felt for it and cherish u once again.
i will be good and i will care, i will make him smile again.
i will let him know that you have visited him as well.

now love, please help me send ur love to those in need, let them feel you once again.
let them have a smile on their face and stay with them whenever they need.
let your love be their strength to carry what they have to bear.
please make them strong to continue their life filled with the love u gave and the happiness in it..

to all my friends:
i wish that LOVE is there for you.

C - pray that ur grandma will be fine, hope that you are coping well with ur studies and everything is well.
A - hope that u will find that "one" and be blessed ~
E - stay happy, u have grown up and u know what u are doing, may everything be well for you.

why does the guys dun always admit their mistakes?
why does the guys always think that the prob is small and we are making a big fuss out if it?
why does the guys always have the right to chose not to care and dun even feel anything at all?
why does the guys dun even want to say "sorry" to make things better?

why is it so hard to open ur mouth and apologise what u have said and bear the responsibilities?
why ? why ? why?

money!!

Money is the killer of everything. It kills family ties, friendship and anything nice.. This is not uncommon among us. Actually, it is right in front of us where there is no denial not hidden but unable to control.. I saw it in everything but there is no stop for it.. I m helpless when it comes to this. What can i do? Nothing. Except to listen n see .. Such a disappointment ! To u n you ! Friends is just for saying and is not even true at all. Not fit to called as a friend.. And u, stop dragging ur family with u. With no repents, u can jolly well b left alone..

If u have the ever gulity-mind, i think i would nv detest u as much as that..
If u would really stand in ones' shoes and think hard about what u are doing whether it is right or wrong,
i guess i wont dislike u that much.
If u have the cheek to even ask one that u let down to come back to your side, i guess i would hate u that much.
If you think that i am at fault, or done something that shouldnt be doing, u being my friend, is welcome to have a nice talk with me.. I can at least know what i have done instead of keeping it quiet..
that is what friends are for instead of letting others talking bout me..

what is the point to the friendship with betrayal, mistrust and ungrateful ... there is no need for a friend like that. there is no place in my life for a person like that.


this is getting more and more disppointing each single day, each single moment..
memories were there but u were not here anymore.



the end.