`` uppz ``

so, jus change a new name, ish a new life for me.

2 more days, and i will be out of the hell. but surely miss them de.. got so much laughter and fun with them , except the 2 big shot one.

hope banquet will be a more learning pace for mi. had a realli hard time at t3. bleah~

and my life. now ish peacefully and smoothing on-going. hmms, feel areadii much contented.
may ii bring yew more laughter !

** 2007 **

-new life
-new dream
-new person

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`` yippee ``

merry christmas to all mye frens..


in good mood today, becos ish festive season, although i'm still going work later.
-_- !!


31st also comiing ler, end of nagging period.<-- william !!!!

`` so sad ``

lost mye phone ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

`` blame mii for realisiing to late ``

everythiing has gone so wrong at work. but after which, it ish more wrong.

i dunno wad wrong, but this iish a period which i'm going to burst all out, to let it all go at once and for all.
i realli cant take it anymore. no cares, no love no nothing. i dun feel anythin at all.

onli my mom, been giving mi advice, been knowing wad had happen jus the look at mi.
i m so touched. i decided to head her words.

sorry ish the onli word i can say.

`` omg , i'm blur ``

thanks to mye collegues , i've been so "dote" by them ?
treat mi drink . quite relaxing ytd night. went to the balcony with jieying,alvin,sammy and ah ming. all my super korskors treat mi cocktails.

i admit i'm abit blur , not drunk . jus cant walk straight lars!!
so nice!

took a cab home then drop halfway. i'm too dizzy to look for my way home.

hais.

`` onli mie ``

jus like a nightmare passes thru so fast, so true.
broken off ish my idea. but pains ish in mye heart..

i feel so sad, but so relived. realli hope that he will find the girl that belong to him. ii miss him so true yet so far.

living now in mye world without you by mye side. wad will happen to mi. i really dunno. the future now lies in mye hand ``


-`` heart-broken `` -

miss him lots. ~~

`` life as mii ``

dud, jus recieved my pay n ish going downwards lers.

so sad.
trying to enjoy as much as possible.


pls dun stop mi from spending money. i'm going bust out areadii!!

`` changiin g ``

ppl are changiing around us, everywher , every moment ..

ii saw somethiing that change my thinking.
something that terrific mi deeply, and i m now afraid.
afraid of everything.

marriage, kids......... everything that might happen to mi sometime.

when? i hate to think . but i m areadii thiinking !~~~~

`` worst time of mye life ``

hai, can see that i have quarrel with him again lers.

till now, haven patch up, but probably meeting up to clarify things. dunno how tis will go. hais.
been crying for the night. i realli dunno wad i wan.

`` shoppi ngg ger ``

this week got alot off days + ph + annual leave , so jus need to work 3 daes.

=))

ytd went bugis with cat darling . we sent eat our breakfast cum lunch at sakae sushi. 2 small size gers of cos wont eat much. eat abit then we both are full . even a mini ice cream also cannot fiinish.
the bill is jus $25. which ii think is quite cheap ler bahs.

after that we wen shop around at ebase and then went to take neoprint. have been ages since we have taken neoprint again. with the constant upgrading of machine, we also look like a fool trying to understand how it works.
then the photo turn out to be verii funnii..

anyway, we also take some free de neoprints lor, jus use hp and take with the machine background. will upload the photos here sometime.
after photo taking session, we went for a walk at bugis street. kaos, cat buy so mani things while ii buy none.
sobsob. we will meet again soon bahs.

aroun 4 like tat went meet dear then cat go home wait fer her dear also.
that e end of my day ler bahs.

`` new liife ``

been so long ler, but jus think bout it, 7 more months to go..

everyday will be looking forward to my new pay day.. 28 th !!!

anyways, ii having a new phone number ( sign under my name wors ) ..
also change a new phone. k800i ..

this few days also nothing much happen lehs.
dunno y feeling lonely sometimes.
cried fer nothiing ..

haii haii.. mye life is a complete mess wors..

`` busy liife ``

wanting to update , but verii no time de lor..
now got new baby wan to take care ( tamagotchi ) . lols.

haii. since we started to work, it seems that w have less things to talk about.
everytime we talk are bout others. driftiing apart more and more. i dunno how to say to you , but my heart is breaking day by day.
sometime , i wiish u to be around, but u r not there. =(

hai, i lame ler. working have been stressing mi up, everyday when i woke up, ii m thinking somethin, "what will i do wrong today again ".
hope it ending soon. ii feel like ii will break down one day.


noticing recently, been knocking myself into the door, crashing things, falling down. wad hv i done to be so clumsy. ii also dunno eh.

`` beeing a month ``

so long never update my blog lers. becos i'm so busy with my work and then have so many things happen to mi.. sometimes realli wonder if ii should still strive hard.. hais.. my wrist still hurts.. dunno whether izzit bad luck or wad, fell and then make everybody worry or even think that i'm so troublesome to be around with.


- - nuts , crazy over myself - - --

`` frens nn myy celebratiion ``

taken quite long le lahs. forget to upload.
at kbox. miss them so much.

`` tml attachment ``

tml attachment le. been spending my 1 week holiday wisely.. hees.
taken few pics too.
mon - wen working in the morning then aftnn go shop shop at tm with dear dear.
tue - work again , forget le.
wed - went bugis walk and take neoprint. buy a jacket and dear buy a brazer. treat him eat at V8 movie cafe becos of his birthday tat time. =DD
thur - work again, then forget le.
fri - go work in the morning , dental in the aftnn, lastly, meet ray n gary shop for present then go mich n kenny chalet.
sat - went movie with dear, watch ROB-B-HOOD , funnii show. dear buy spec, and super surprise is at CS, a guy approach us and give mi the SK jewellery goodies bag and interview dear bout marriage all that. omg, with alot of ppl watchiing us. !!! gave mi a rose too. FOC. lol.
sun - stay at dear hse watch monster house with his bro. dear sick.




taken at bugis. force him take de lehs.


taken at near my birthday time.


tat my birthday cake!

`` moii new watch ``

bought from my mom as a birthday present. hees. sweet sweet pink..
ii love my mom.. hees.

`` siick ``

had been sick these few days. so no reply on msn. hees. jus went to see the doc jus now.. my fever had been 38.5 degree.. hope to get better soon..

meanwhile. my exam is here. had jus skip my first exam on beverage becos i'm so sick. sobsob.. hope to do better in others sub.

*get well soon* - my dear had been sick too..

`` biirthday nn 18th ``

on friday, mii n dear dear skip sch go out..hees..
firstly, we eat lunch at his hse then we go heeren for a walk.
then go taka, ii bought a handbag and dear bought a pair of shoes. then saw sales, we run there but none we like.
after that , we go eat sushi tei. spend bout $43.
then we go toys'r'us to shop for his bro present which is 1 week away.
bought a remote car and croc game. lol.
tml will be my birthday le. his mum bought mi a necklance.

sat, we ate porridge in the morning , then we go bedok. ktv. but full le. so need wait till 3. then we ate some snacks at mac waiting fer the time to pass.
sing till 6 then we go back century to take my cookies delight cake. yummii.
cut the cake at bout 11 plus. need to wait for his mum..
delicious yummi cake.. hees.
mi n dear both broke le.

sun, afternn jus got a heavy rain. mi n dear n his bro go pets safarii walk walk..
at night. went kbox with cat n her bf, xl and ch .. reach home at bout 2plus.
have a wonderful time. hees..

`` biirthday 2 more days ``

2 more days will be my 18th birthday le.. cant wait.. cos i'm 18..

hees..
on fri, will go eat sushi tei with dear dear then go walk walk.. hees.
sat going sing k with dear.

looking forward.
he areadi ordered a cake fer mi le.
cookies delight. i choose one. yummii..

`` super duper sway day ``

after evening , here comes the super bad luck finding mi..

firstly, the com, my sister was using it at first, and everythin was alright. Then when i wanted to use, the com hung and got dunno wad virus and restart.. restarting is not a prob, the Big prob was that all my files or wadever is missing including my sis n bro's files.. haii..

secondly, was my mp3, getting stuck, cant on or off.. hung there.. >_<

cant stand it. then when i told this to HIM, he said that i was so sway, ok, that alright, i reply that i didnt noe y so sway, he reply mi " i got nth to say " .
WTF, i need him most u noe.. then i say nvm, u can go play ur game, he reply " i go slp liao , nights " >>>___<<<

damn it. super nights today..
ii hate it ..

`` 20 Aug , Sun ``

today. dear dear bring mi go city hall.. treat us celebrating my birthday ba..

hees. we meet a person take his precious toy, then head off to eat our lunch at Mache. then got this long queue of ppl going for a holiday. mayb veri cheap, cos the queue is super longgg...

at mache, we ate rosti and jumbo chix leg. total jus $19.50.. but the rosti too mushy areadi. but we both are super full..

then we go carrefour to look for his table top to put his precious toys.. $9.90 onli but too bulky to carry home , thus nv buy.

then go walk walk awhile , wanted to eat chocolate foudue at suntec andersens there , but the service super poor, we stand there like 15mins nobody serve. saw us but treat us like transparent. then we scold them , walk off..
head to marina one. better service but quite slow. anyway, we ordered my choco and a cheesecake. yummii..

`` accepted ``

yoo hoo.. ii have been accepted.. will started working there for attachment at Meritus Mandarin . the interview was so "SHOCKED" lol.. n ii have said so mani wrong things.. luckily i managed to pass the interview..

yay!

`` Meritus Mandarin ``

today jus recieved a call from Meritus Mandarin, ask mi to go interview tml..
gosh~~ i'm so nervous, scared wadever u called it. but i wiish it will goes well..
also have my KO test, goes pretty fine. onli some wrong. but got confident that will pass.. now i'm still thinking bout the interview.. although this is not my first time, but ii scared if ii miss this, ii will have a hard time..

Meritus Mandarin, a five star hotel. heard ppl said that it is tough there.. but going there will be great to improve myself.

`` updates ``

superlong never update le.. becos school realli occupy mi the whole day, onli wed i was able to release early.. others day i release at 6pm.. haii..

school works are a big prob, so many subjects and we still have to send resume to hotel for our attachments and projects.. really stress mi up..

lucky today i had a good new. i jus pass my comprehensive examinations.. jus pass by 3.7 marks la.. but i m still happii bout iit..

tml will send out my application letter. hope i can get a good hotel without spit shift.. =DDD..

`` holiidays ``

finally finish my super difficult examinations. but i confirm fail ... realli dun have the confidence to pass.. haiz.. now having my 1 week holidays.. super fast going to finish liao..

next 3 months will be going to bukit batok and study.. sians..

`` super black mystery box ``

lol..black mystery box is coming.. this is the last practical i will be having. of cos i'm super nervous too.. 2 more days to go.. -*-

`` last day of WE ``

tml will be the last day of my work exp le.. yippee.. so happii.. next thur will be my veri veri impt exam of pratical.. hope everythin will turn out alright..

`` tirriing ``

nowadays, i have been working all the time. it is realli tiring mi. from tml onwards, i will be going to bukit batok alone.. sob sob.. haiz.. life for mi is so boring..great singapore sale is here.. and i have been some cash prob.. lala.. going to earn some money ... hope to work from home..

`` too long nv post ``

recently was a busy week.. every day work and then aftnn when to have aftnn nap.. but i'm fine with dear dear.. we having smooth ride now.. hopy to last longer ...

`` lonng loong ``

it has been so long since i have updated the blog. working night shift for 2 weeks aready. next week started is morning shift le.. haiz.. have oso quite some prob with him.. i duno how to say it. the feel is not there aready .. hopw we will be better soon..

`` free labour again ``

next tue goiing start work agaiin.. haiz.. for 8 weeks beiing free labour. it sux.. i still wan go learn japanese and french classes, dunno when i will be free agaiin.. thur still got exam, which need to go back rosette to take and then back to petals to work.. super sian..

food hotel asia for the first day is quite fun, we got to eat and sample all kinds of food, there is one i sample, a cocktail that was not sold anywhere. looking for distributer, that is super nice with 15% alcohol.. yummy.
and everytime we went there, we will go eat the sushi.. free one, and also make us full.. dun need eat breakfast. there can eat free food. lol.. $80 per entry . so ex, lucky that i'm from shatec.

`` holiidayy ``

currently having a 1 week break becos of moii classmate is having their ec on rosette..

went over to support them today but we made reservations but the place was full hse.. they ask us to wait till 8.30 to 9 pm which is ike 1 or 2 hours waiting time. all of us were hungry so we went to eat at cafe cartel. there was alan, ray, mich, ver, both gray"s ..

after eating mich and ver went off and i went to play pool at cine with them.. den took cab off......
next week lessons wil be held at expo becos of the food hotel asia, they wan us to learn more, blah blah blah..... those involved will stay at their station while others like mi will jus go there and explore..

`` overr ``

finally , today is my last day of our event catering.. thank you those who have turn up and support us.. during this period, dear dear n i oso have mani conflicts.. hai.. till now , i still unno who had lost.. becos we would get to meet each other for the whole week.. mani misunderstanding came out.. i dunno why but it is a challenge for mi.. currently having a bad bad flu.. so stress up..

`` next week iis my day ``

next week will be my week of event catering.. noervous?? no.. i'm not.. hai... cant sell out all the tickets too...

`` busy busy ``

study study and study... no rest.. got a test coming too.. and the teacher is damn funny.. always say wan make up lessons for us then he will say he is exhasted and continue next lessong or say that he has mmeeting or wad.. lol..

Back to life~~

All the thiings i have bought.. lol.

Tat our hotel.

oCean Park tickets.

Disneyland tickets..

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tat the whole theme park..

suder duper long escalators..

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look at the sea turtle.. it is verii huge..

this fish is veri big too.. bout the  half size of mi.. and it is not swimming.. jus resting there..

Day3-Ocean Park

third day, we went to eat our breakfast ourselves while my parents went to temple..  ate mac breakfast and then went for a walk.. after tat, my mom called and told us we were going to ocean park.. so.. tat where we were goiing .. tickets too , have the pictures of the character.. verii cute.. and firstly, there is those veri veri , i mean veri long and slow escalators to go up the hills all that.. and half way, we went to ride on a roller coaster and oso river rush.. and oso the space dunno wad.. that fly in the air..

after tat, we went up again , there are so many long long escalators .. we ate fried chicken there.. yucks.. their sausage and fries are not veri nice.. chillii too.. veri sour.. after that. we went to shark aquarium and then fish de... got so mani thiings to see.. took alot of pictures of them.. but some too dark cannnot see.. their stringrays are so damn big and some will say hello to u waving their fins..

after that.. we went to take rides, roller coaster again but much more scary.. and then pirates ship.. and onli mi alone went to the take the ride.. it is 20 storeys high and then go up and suddenly drop down that will scared the hell out of mi.. i love these exciting ride.. hee..

then we went to buy stuffs and foods .. took a cable car and went downhill again and out.. went back to the hotel. den out again for our dinner.. ate curry.. and buy 2 pigeons (fried) and go back to "avenue of stars" to take pictures and oso see the musical show.. the pigeons are so nice.. yummy..

back to hotel again.. and slp..

zebra family..

tat the ride.. it is 20 storeys high..

pirates ship..

Day3-Ocean Park

third day, we went to eat our breakfast ourselves while my parents went to temple..  ate mac breakfast and then went for a walk.. after tat, my mom called and told us we were going to ocean park.. so.. tat where we were goiing .. tickets too , have the pictures of the character.. verii cute.. and firstly, there is those veri veri , i mean veri long and slow escalators to go up the hills all that.. and half way, we went to ride on a roller coaster and oso river rush.. and oso the space dunno wad.. that fly in the air..

after tat, we went up again , there are so many long long escalators .. we ate fried chicken there.. yucks.. their sausage and fries are not veri nice.. chillii too.. veri sour.. after that. we went to shark aquarium and then fish de... got so mani thiings to see.. took alot of pictures of them.. but some too dark cannnot see.. their stringrays are so damn big and some will say hello to u waving their fins..

after that.. we went to take rides, roller coaster again but much more scary.. and then pirates ship.. and onli mi alone went to the take the ride.. it is 20 storeys high and then go up and suddenly drop down that will scared the hell out of mi.. i love these exciting ride.. hee..

then we went to buy stuffs and foods .. took a cable car and went downhill again and out.. went back to the hotel. den out again for our dinner.. ate curry.. and buy 2 pigeons (fried) and go back to "avenue of stars" to take pictures and oso see the musical show.. the pigeons are so nice.. yummy..

back to hotel again.. and slp..

zebra family..

tat the ride.. it is 20 storeys high..

pirates ship..

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i dunno who are they.. but jus take photo for the sake of taking.. lol.. they are so cute.

Tat my castle..

tarzan tree house.

mom n dad..

i dunno who are they.. but jus take photo for the sake of taking.. lol.. they are so cute.

Tat my castle..

tarzan tree house.

mom n dad..

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