new year 2009 `

loves my family
somehow feel so different , not much in the festival thou.lots lots of things happen within my family.. my grandmother was admitted to the hospital due to a fall. and went visiting her.reunion dinner at my house , with only my family..same old dishes , which is very yummy..
of cos , there's abalone..

day 1 - dad's side. but held at my uncle's place.

after a short while staying and chitchatting there, went kbox at downtown with my bro and cousin. damn exp de la.. and is only like 4hours?
sneak mac inside as we're all hungry.

AS very usual, Day 2 - my grandmother house

althou she was in the hospital, gathering there still.

went to visit her before going to her house which my grandfather was. they want to play mahjong..

another kind of boring day.
dinner there was so packed, hardly any space to eat.

finally big day over.. is like gone like speed after xq's wedding is finish.
dead beat, tired, restless ... everything is coming back to me again..

yet met u once again, look cheeful . feel pain deep inside me..
you smile, and hug .. but in my heart, it's tearing up like pieces of paper..
how m i supposed to face u, to even look into ur eyes..
no , i cant do it..
i'm so sorry ..


it've been so long.. i dunno how my life is coming up to me.
everyday to me is only work.
plus the economy is damn bad, how to survive without OT..
OT have been cut, work still so-so.

hmm.. saving up for everything nice.. need to really pamper myself..


OOO.. luo zhi xiang finally out an album, *** saving to buy it too!!
ShIT ` no money is like hell ..