i finally tender liao !! if everything goes well, my last day will be on the 27th July 2010..
well.. i feel sad to leave my colleagues, those who really treat me well.. talk alot and joke alot.. but some things just arent meant to be...

TL said sad to see me leave but behind was finding ppl to take over my job quickly & she doesnt even want to learn herself those complicated ones !! cant understand.. plus boss haven even comfirm my resignation yet!
speechless ~


anw, went check up today.. it's so pain when they draw my blood.. but i still bear with it.. i'm alone and i need to be strong... everything is fine..
hopefully will be able to discuss bout the job soon ..

Wedding Gatecrash?
what does it mean? to humiliate your own husband for fun or just to let him know that marrying you is not easy? will it make him cherish u more when the gatecrash is more difficult?
or will he leave you if the gatecrashing is easy?
this is just part of the tradition isnt it?

with or without gatecrash, does it make a different to your marriage?
do ppl judge it that way...?
i dun want gatecrush because i dun want to humiliate my own husband , is it wrong to think that way?
what does it mean that i'm so scare that he will leave me just becos i dun want gate crash.
actually gatecrashing is fine, but do the sisters know how not to overdo it??

there're so much to think about. that's what make wedding so troublesome..
yes, it is fun.. but i still feel respecting others is still a MUST to consider.

hmm. not talking bout my experience of cos..
all the ones i'm involved love their husband so much that they wouldnt bear to humiliate them. =)

her ROM dinner on the 16th Jun 2010

too busy so i'm updating in the office.. shhh~
well. have a super busy week becos of my sis wedding. but i have to be busy again for another wedding..!!
It's not like i am not happy for her but i'm really exhasted and i am always restless ...

well, it went well that day.. everybody is happy for her and she gets to enjoy in her lovely suite @ M Hotel as well as Meritus Mandarin.. *she book two !!!!
enjoying life... ! and she even bought me a top when she came back home the other day.. birdnest for my mum. it get a little weird that she is not around on weekdays as well.. so i getting to adapt it althou the clothes are not moved yet till her new house come.

super love these ..

her wedding dinner day @ M Hotel.

erm, for the MC part.. well, i cant deny that i'm super nervous but i think all goes well except for the part that i didnt ask the guest to stand up for the "YUM SENG" part..

my partner forget so i didnt mentioned it as well.

so sorry !

my partner was another nervous one too but he kinda have the courage to lead the yum seng on..

GOOD JOB!!

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after the wedding??

interviews of cos..

went for a few including govt & UOB *thanks to nise*

govt : pay is lesser cos they dun regconise my diploma, higher benefits,bonus etc, no OTs.. but far from my house, no camera phone.. able to study part time if i want cos of the working hrs.

UOB: pay should be higher, OTs is compulsary but super near my house. i cant study cos their working hrs is 10am - 7.30am. excluding the OTs thou. but they are actually in need of ppl urgently so i dunno they can wait for me to serve my 1 month notice..

well, if everything goes well, i will be able to get a new job soon.. =)

im back from BATAM..

had a super relaxing trip despite it's raining and i didnt went for shopping..

after the stressful week, all the anger, stress, fear were left behind there..

i came back with a peaceful mind with lotsa loves... althou the work is still piling up, at least i knw that ppl will help me out whenever they can except for my team members of cos.. (-_-)zZ

here's some pics..

i'm back to work __ super sians de lo ..

having another interview this thus.. i'm gonna reject one job offer for me cos the work/company/benefits really sux up to the max.. dun really match up with the pay they are offering.. hmm..

i pass my TP .... i'm so so so glad that i made it.. i think the tester just pass me la..
i gt 18 pts, which include 10pts when i strike the kerb & 4pts x 2 for not checking safety.. that all..
and i keep hearing he is actually asking me to turn left when he wants me to turn right..
2 times already.. and i keep apologising to him and said i cant hear properly.. if not i think i will fail.. =(

but this huge thing came off my mind today.. i feel so relax..
i went to the temple to pray and i will go back and thanks them again..

the night before, i had a nightmare about missing the whole TP thing cos of a test of something.. and is like 4pm and i still didnt take my TP yet.. mum say i was too stress..
and I AM TOO STRESS.. i strike/mount the kerb 2 times when i was doing a warm-up.. instructor was like asking me to relax.. i just cant, and nearly broke down..
i cant imagine i have pass this already.

A BIG THANK YOU for those who wished me and pray for me.. THANK YOU !!!!!!

life like tat

Im trying so god damn hard not to b sad n bothered bout it.. But sadly, i cant..

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TAKE MY PAIN AWAY !! BE GONE ...

why am i blogging at this hour.. becos my life really sux..
i'm seriously hopeless or sumthing i think.. i muz have owe her in previous life.. that must be it.
if not why things always fall upon me.. took every of my hope away..

i tot i can try to be friendly, more patience and not to step ur tail.. but all this efforts are wasted.
i dun understand and never will.. totally speechless. yes, it's still best for me to be alone..
go ahead and take all of my friends. go ahead and say anything about me.
i will try my best not to care and not to be bothered.. ( i hope so )..

i have a busy life.... !!

sure do.. i'm working on sunday too !! * data entry was a hard job indeed.. i cant stand sitting in front of the com and type all the way for 3 hrs.. my eyes were so damn tired ..

i have an interview tml .. *prays*

if this succeed, i will not be waiting till end of this month =)

a little update ... ...

uh.. wz finally going to the army.. good for him ! train harder and know the hard work .!!

have a dinner gathering before he go off.

CRabby ..

Wei Zhao turns BOTAK !!

after this will be keong's bday.. have decided to go to goodwoodpark hotel to try their dessert buffet.

yes, we will be having desserts for dinner..

hope nothing changes.. settle for that first..

i want to eat their durian puffs.. is AWESOME !!! i ate once when they came TM to set up a booth..

super delicious.. althou few pimples came out after that.. YUMSSss...

 

their durian eclair.. is $5.50 per piece... !!!! but the durian is ard 2 inch thick... !