why am i blogging at this hour.. becos my life really sux..
i'm seriously hopeless or sumthing i think.. i muz have owe her in previous life.. that must be it.
if not why things always fall upon me.. took every of my hope away..

i tot i can try to be friendly, more patience and not to step ur tail.. but all this efforts are wasted.
i dun understand and never will.. totally speechless. yes, it's still best for me to be alone..
go ahead and take all of my friends. go ahead and say anything about me.
i will try my best not to care and not to be bothered.. ( i hope so )..