Xmas

Xmas xmas xmas is over!! The joyous season of all and the long awaited new year is coming..

This xmas have been busy busy and more busy.. Not about the gifts that i bought, cos its so last min and i haven got the time to buy. I promise next year will be better alright!! Sorry people..

4th year of xmas celebration with hubby, the usual light-seeing.

Well, 2012 is coming.. Time for the real planning for the wedding!!
Jus decide on my actual day gown and the night gown! So many pretty ones but i jus settled on these two! Wait till u guys see it =))

Baby Darlynn~

Here comes baby Darlynn ytd night..
She marks the third child of Jo.. Somehow, i envy and worried about her.. Taking care of 3 children is such a chore man.. And i wonder how i can manage in the future.

Althou i would love to have one now but the time is jus not right yet. We still have so much to do and our flat isnt ready.. How to?!?

Let nature take course bah...

Here's baby Darlynn 1st photo.. Cos he still so soundly asleep and we do not wish to wake her up..

Phuket

I am back from Phuket....
This first trip with my frens (xl and ch) plus husband was totally tiring and all..

The first day wasnt much except that we went to look ard nearby and then watching the simon show was kinda amusing to me, but we sat a lil too far from the stage and i hardly able to see their face actually. Sad! Plus its raining on and off .. At night, we went to see this thai girls show where that bottle of beer cost us 800baht (sgd32+) jus for the show! Wont ever one to watch it again btw..

Second day **
The first time i went island hopping on a speedboat! Feel like dying inside there plus the rocking and the journey is like freaking long from one island to another. With some bunch of french tourists and the trip totally drain my energy. Also my first time to jump into the sea from a boat, totally awesome kinda of feeling !! It jus feels so funny and then having to swin back to the boat and all.. Also relaxing on the beach ~ and there are some fishes swimming ard the water but too fast to catch them. Finally able to see sea water that are clearer than sg ones..
After that whole journey of island hopping, we rush back to the hotel and have only 40 mins to prepare for the next show at Fantasea.
This could be the most boring show ever and cost so much. Totally not worth the money man!


Only bad thing is the stuffs at Phuket are way way overpriced even for their massage.i hardly bought any things for myself cos the money is real tight for me. Most of their packages are super exp kind and we only manage to have one package.

Happy birthday to all the november's babies!! Including my bro as well!

Mostly there are lotsa bdays celebrations near to the end of the year and this year is special as two of them turn 21st!!

That is my cousin and DD !
Times flies and then finally they reach the stage of being an adult!

CongratZ!!

Love happy occasions like that ~

Never gonna understand what she wants, what she needs but we have already tried out very best.
No matter how we tried, its still the same.

Why she doesnt feel the care or concern from us.
Becos we are to distance to understand ?

Dunno what else can we do now.

It hard to let u go, is hard to watch u leave. Isnt that love? The love that they had. Its a pity althou there's still so much to go thru. As much as i wish them to be happily ever after.

On a side note, dun go bother what others had say. Ask urself why u love him in the first place and what attracts u to him then. What is it when they cant be together when they r in love with each other.
If its meant to be, it will be.

The day when i become 'Mrs'

Here it is, the day of my life when my status completely change and now i am 'married'. Well, not in the traditional way of married but in the eyes of the laws, we are husband and wife !

Life haven been much easier yet as the money is still flowing out so fast. And another part of the special day is the birth of my niece?!?! On the same day as i am.. 090911!!
I totally agreed it is a super nice date but jus thinking the way it clashes with my special date, its kinda 'duh' !
Not like i am unhappy about it cos she is part of my family now. And i will love her of cos!!
But if she turn 1, how can i possibly celebrate with her tgt w my bday and wedding anniversary.. I am not gg to snatch the limelight of this kid. So ya, i hope things will b much simplier next time.. T_T


Fyi. I still love my marriage life, it doesnt really change anything but we are working more harder towards our future!

the 2nd part

Smiling to myself in the middle of the night, looking at ur lovely face and counting down to the days that we finally made it. That is, the day we move on to the 2nd phase of life. To the part that we now hold each other hands, walking down the streets thinking everything with 'us'. The day we said 'i do' and 'i will' . The day that our signatures are on the same piece of paper and our vows in our heart. The love that brings us together can never tear us apart. The man that God have given me. And jus to say i love you isnt doing much, we will prove it together with the rest of our lives. Dear God, thank you for bringing this man into my life.

the one

She raised u guys up, provide u with education, clothes and finally marry u off and what she get in return is like a ball tossing here and there, jus like in the movie, a drama... Unfolding between u is another stretch of road, that leads u to a life which u have nv think of. Now that, what will she feels. Who knows, becos she nv voice out with the fear that u might abandon her. She will b the good and obedient child that u wants her to be with her partner long gone without her. I hope she is well with the first 4 months with us. And my bro who sacrifice to sleep on the floor for 4months.

i have gotten my flat !
despite soo much that i hate waiting, for this... there isnt a choice..

here's my future home !!!!!

Tampines Greenleaf =D

i took the 12th floor..

Postal code is so nice 523523....

Althou it's kinda far from the interchange but at least this is what we got..

Now, back to waiting for it to be ready !

2014 !!

in 4 more days, i shall be able to choose my dream house and most imptly our home.
life have been great so far with so many things happening..

my first company DND is a blast, really enjoyed myself so much esp to have more stonger bonds btw us.
not just about work but fun as well. =D

my boss.

lovely peeps ~

and my lovely 'shelliemay' gotten her first clothings with the help of my co who went holiday-ing with his gf ..
grateful that he is able to buy back for me althou it cost me a small little bomb..
those small little money worth much more to me.

the most impt thing, is that we finally decide on our wedding. have been going to some hotels, so far we have shortlisted some which is within our budget.

2012 ! a dragon year.

planning in progress ~


=D

money again

Even how much i tell myself not to quarrel over money, it is jus not working. Marriage is a chore, and the main thing is that it need the evil ingredient called MONEY! As much as i wanted to settle everything asap.. For now, i will jus go slow and save up enough so that bf wont feel the heavy burden. Intended to hold the wedding next year but i will jus postpone it to 2013.. Well, at least i stil have another year to save up and slim down.. Jia you!!!

in another 23 days, i will b able to choose our dream home, our future will lies in the decision we made.
preparation of our marriage came in just in time..

just sign up a package with the bridal shop and i can scrape off the idea of gg to taiwan to have our photoshoot cos i think is out of our budget.

money money and still money ...

another prob of mine is my face..
no idea why i am having this infection on my face and it is sooo damn itchy.
awaiting to see the doc this sat..

pls let my face recover and be a pretty bride in time.

wedding date is still currently planning cos there might b soo many clashes if the date is not chosen properly.

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money kills

I always always know that money is an evil thing. No matter wad it helps me to achieve, it can kills them too. And i didnt realise that preparing a marriage and setting up a family can b such a chore. Neither did i know that it hav been slowly killing my relationship with u. In the past, i always treat it like it always happen like this, like that.. I didnt know u hav been suffering becos of me thinking that way. Alot of things with i didnt know until u finally burst out to me this fine day. Little did i know that it hurts me soo much , that i feel that our love isnt that strong enough to overcome. I was stupid to think that i wanted to give up after such a long way we hav gone thru.. I shldnt have think that way. Wad i shld do, is to solve the problem. But, so what if i hav solve it now.. Will anyone promise me that it wont happen again.? Will i never ever get to enjoy my life in my way?? There are so many Whys! I will find the answer to them as i proceed with my life. Now, the devils.. I hope u will leave me alone. I dun need u , i dun wan u... Everything God have given me will not b taken away by u! Our life is jus turning out to be smooth, i dun need another stir from u.

Day 5 & 6 is ALL ABOUT DISNEY TOKYO: LAND VS SEA

All i can say is they are soooo sooo much better than Hongkong ones.
but i will prefer Disneysea to land cos Disneyland are full of kids & the attractions are mainly entertaining kids more to those of adults..

And only DisneySea have DUFFY & SHELLIEMAY !!!!

i know i know, many ppl ask me who are they!!!

well, at Disneysea, the creators of them goes like this:

Mickey is going for a sea trip and so Minnie made him a bear for him to bring along.

This bear is Duffy.

As u can see, the bear's face is shaped of Mickey,even the paws are shaped like Mickey ..

That's the affection of Minnie to Mickey..

So, after dunno how long, Shelliemay came out.

Minnie made a Duffy a partner as she is afraid that Duffy is lonely..

That's how it came about this two bears.

They are called the bear of Happiness And Luck ....

Almost everybody traveling to Disneysea are carrying at least 1 around ..

so i bought them too =X

they even dressed them (as in the bears) up too ! lots of costumes & some limited edition -.-

i regretted not buying one of them..

That is the unique part of Disneysea..

anyway, all the rides and show are in Jap , i cant really understand wad they are saying too.

but all the shows are all fantantic !

It's a whole new experience for us ... i would totally love to go back again <3

i am back for DAY 3 !

where did i go ?
Toyko Station - Ginza - Odaiba

Tokyo station is already enough for us to walk like few hours and i went back to Ginza to shop for my burberry bluelabel & Agnes B bag.. I got it ! their tax refund is superb cos we got cashback right away and the service is soo damn nice ...

love the pink ! <3

And my boots chose to spoil at this day thus, we went back to hotel to change my shoes .
we went to Odaiba after that. super romantic place but super windy and cold !
it called rainbow bridge or something ...
anyway, that the place bf bought the tamagotchi for me ! cos it is cheaper than the town selling price bout 2000yen .. which is ard SGD30.00..

i dun mind being a kid to play this.. cos it is way much fun than those old,boring kind..

it can hav lunch at a restaurant,go to a park to meet frens, buying furniture and wallpapers..

all sort of things ! even giving birth to a new tamagotchi and u will raise the 2nd generation and so on.

some it is in colour & operate with AAA batteries ! hehehehehe .. =D

well, a fruitful day for me ..

DAY 4

Tsukiji Fish Market - Shinjuku - Ikebukuro

We wanted to get up early for the fish market but then we overslept..

Didnt get to see the auction and all..

we have our lunch over there at a random stall as i couldnt find the store my co tell me.. =(

their tamago is super sweet and yummy !

shopping and shopping and walking and walking after that .....

day 4 ended very fast ...

Days in Japan.... ....

It is a long awaited trip for me. My dream come true, my precious memories !

Day 1 - Ueno
Firstly, after we touch down at the airport, we went to book the narita express train bound for Tokyo.
An hour later, we reach Tokyo and it is an nightmare. WHY ? becos the train lines are so confusing and it took us so long to finally figure out which line shld we take. Plus the luggages is also a burden to us, i cant find the lifts and most of them are stairs *long stairs* .. their trains are soooo underground and it can be like few stories down.

see ! i told u we can b lost for hours trying to figure out where to go.

the hotel is like a little kinda far from the station so we hav a hard time walking and finding it.

my first meal there .. i have no idea wad meat is it cos it is all in Jap .. i guess it's pork ba..

have a walk around Ueno and then back to hotel to have our super early rest.

i think we slept ard 8pm(sg time)..

AND their sunrise is like 5am (which is 4am sg time) !

 i woke up thinking that i muz b late alrdy and then see the timing on my hp.

Day 2 - Shopping Time.

Start off with a breakfast at Mac, have a diff time communicating with the staffs becos they dun speak english lah ! even thou some hav english menu but they dun understand wad we want. =(

but their quality is superb compare to sg ones. prices are of cos on the higher side even fast food !

we ordered wrongly.. this is a salad burger -.-

To Meiji Shrine - Harajuku - Shibuya - Shimbashi  - Ginza

A little here and there, but they close really early ard 8pm (sg time).

Ginza is full of branded shops !!! but i reach there almost all the shops are closing soon.

there is a whole bldg of Tiffany & Co.

at Ueno side is like very quiet alrdy.

i spend my money very wisely there cos their meals are so exp.! i rather eat less buy more. =P

End of DAY 2 ... ...

japan

I m blogging from Japan.... !! Jus to test the wifi here lah.. I will blog when i m back in sg !! I miss the food in sg !! Bye Japan in few more hours .....

tired

So much of a working colleague...... I dun understand how can a person be so inconsiderate and so mean to others. We are working as a team and u know how much it affect when one is down.. But u chose the day that we needed extra hard to drop a bomb on us. I totally depress when i always fear every morning, i step into the office and hear things.. Althou u hav ur reason for doing so, but the repeating of these, made me question as well as disappointing.. Well, seriously.. U r tired, i m tired too. Who isnt tired for god sake.. Everybody ARE tired... U r not the only person who work hard.. We worked too! ... ...

the life

That meaningless path that we all went thru before until u hav met the one that u hav been searching for .. Thanks god that mine came by and people are happy for me. Thanks for the blessing that all of u hav given me .. It made me feel so good and for accepting him as mine. Well, it is the time for me to settle down, for love life. But career and other stuffs is still hanging on... I didnt know that money became an issue for all of us in the later part of life.. It is so impt that if we dun hav, things wont go smoothly as plan.. I am not spending his money on branded goods or even expensive meals, we are saving for the future, for creating our perfect home and life. But many couldnt understand the importance of it. And i couldnt made them understand, overall, they are not spending my money and i hav no control over them. Ur bf/husband earns alot, but that doesnt mean u expect more things from them. If u decided to spend ur rest of ur life with him, the money will b urs eventually and it will b affecting ur future life as well. So why do that?

14042011

the day i said 'yes' , anw, my replies were 'ok lo' ... i think..

well, bf proposed to me while we were admiring the sunset.. it can b so romantic but i think both of us were too shy to do anything or say anything special..
it came automatically... like that..

*shys*
but happy of cos..

i am going to get married !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SOOOONNNNNN~

49days

Time passes so fast.. You hav gone for more than a month.. Today is the 49th day, u will return and see us right.. Mom misses u , grandpa.. I miss u too.. Although our time spent tgt wasnt tt much, i do love u too.. My love is unable to express out cos i dunno how to.. I admit i didnt made an effort to, but still.. Sorry. I will improve.

my special wedding band !!

next up..

event venue for my ROM...

nothing beat discussing our future together ..

my Japan trip in the coming May is sooo unstable now.. but i still want to go, not to fight for their food, their electricity but i want the experience in Japan even i know that it will not be as much as wonderful compare to them without earthquake.. i have been watching news every now and them hoping that they will stay strong and overcome this asap..

MONEY MONEY MONEY is another key to everything !!
and i now know the imptance of it..
NEEDED TO BUY HOUSE
NEEDED FOR WEDDING PREPARATIONS

WANTED FOR FACIAL AND TREATMENT OF MY EYECIRCLES !!
WANTED TO GET PRETTIER EACH DAY BEFORE MY WEDDING !!

everything is about MONEY !

and unfortunately, the dec project ffor my bto, selection is on 31st march but the units left is only 80, which mostly is 5th  floor and below.. really feel like jumping down !!

fuC***** MBT keep saying there is enough for everybody and the housing prices keep rising .. !
u got money i no money k!

my blog is soooo dead.... ....

oh well, so many things happen just a mere 3months..
attend many "white"events which also include my grandfather..

well, ever since 2011 step in, there isnt much happy moments for me.
the day before and yesterday, one of the part timer's father and my colleague's brother pass on as well.
seriously... i dunno what happen to 2011..



>_<

on the brighter side.
i finally have the chance to go USS ! weee ....
i have already know that there's a wet ride and i m REALLY WET ...
i think it is becos i am sitting w WZ and the angmo, they are on the heavier side !!

let the pics do the talking then...

i always love castle.. becos it is fairytale !

back to a child.

see how wet i am &&& how dry is he !!! he is just sitting opposite of me =(

most awesome ride ever !!! dun try it if u have a weak heart..

cos it makes ur heart really beat faster !!

well, of cos bf didnt sit with me cos he is scared.. =/

but i dun regret sitting it !

he is actually quite handsome, but i cannot zoom in..

anw, wait till i get the rest upload onto FB...

ta-duh ! finally updated !!!

22Feb2011

Today, is the day i return from my bkk trip, and it is also a day that i lost someone dear to me. It is a pity tt i didnt manage to rush down in time. U were gone. But i hope u know that i came down. U didnt manage to see me, i am so sorry. When i landed, i shld hav come immediately.. But i am still late. I tot i still hv the time, but u were gone so fast i didnt manage to say goodbye.. I m sorry, grandpa.. Please give strength to grandma and mum to go thru this hard time.. My heart hurts to see them in such a pain that i m unable to help, to comfort as there is nth i can do. Goodbye Grandpa. U know that u will b missed. U know that we all loved u soo much. Rest in peace and be well. 22feb2011 1831hrs

for the brighter side ...
PLEASE SEE MY HAMMYS... DAMN KE AI de lahs....

they sleep like a cutie, drink like a giant and eat like a monster..
they are always fighting, i dunno for what ! sleeping each a corner =(
i tot they will get along since they are from the same mother (that what the person told me) ...
the best part, they haven bite me YET .. *cross fingers*

i am still afraid to hug them, i just let them on my hand and walk around..

and i am seriously allegy to some of the beddings.. so bf promise that he will change the bedding for me once i feel it smells.. and he even buy me an air purifer to clean up my room's air.. =)

<3 <3 <3

a few days ago, i decide dye my hair again .. RED it is.. Huat Ah!!

dun need to mention that bang is also something new to me..... -.-
anyway, it makes me so damn irritated the next day and it auto become side bangs again ... =X


there isnt much cny mood this year, but i still want to do something for myself..
so i make an appt at Millys for my eyelashes on Sunday !! hehehehe... it will be so great !

time and time again and again i got so much disappointment..
is this  what the gov is trying to do? give birth then i give u a house? no kids no house?
tried for the 5th time and the result is just .... ....
seriously, they keep saying that we hav a choice to buy resale flat when the COV is drop, go find out urself la.. ur pay is so much higher than mine, of cos can afford right !! wtf .. if i got money to pay COV, u think i want your small and miserable BTO  ??? i got no choice ok !
giving us the reason that isnt really a reason .. STOP THAT ..
not going to trust that the gov is doing us good ! u are welcoming all the "FOREIGN TALENTS" , allowing them to stay and build a home.. what about our own people ?

so disappointed..

i want to adopt a hamster !
i miss all my previous ones...
T_T

can i say something ..
my godson , dominic che yong jun .. i think it spells like that.. anyway..
he's a cutie..
but his 'grandmother' wasnt that friendly la.. keep a lookout whenever ppl are near to her grandson..
HELLO, i will nv drop ur grandson k...
and pls show some care n concern to the one who give birth to it..

Zzz
cant really voice out how much unhappiness i have about all these selfish aunties.. i know that it is not only her.. still got a bunch outside which have this kind of thinking..

ok, pls see this cutie...:::::

so damn happy for jo, and i wish her life is more happier than past !

Best Wishes =P

TODAY is the first day of 2011 ...
HAPPY NEW YEAR to each and everyone of you guys out there...

i dunno what i am feeling now, but i throw all the unhappiness back in 2010, only the good ones stay with me till forever..
within one year, so much have happen.. so much have changed.

well, i am going to start my 2011 without these. i will put it behind and look forward to my future.
whatever it holds, i am going to be strong and overcome all .

JIA YOU NYQ..
same to all of u..