money kills

I always always know that money is an evil thing. No matter wad it helps me to achieve, it can kills them too. And i didnt realise that preparing a marriage and setting up a family can b such a chore. Neither did i know that it hav been slowly killing my relationship with u. In the past, i always treat it like it always happen like this, like that.. I didnt know u hav been suffering becos of me thinking that way. Alot of things with i didnt know until u finally burst out to me this fine day. Little did i know that it hurts me soo much , that i feel that our love isnt that strong enough to overcome. I was stupid to think that i wanted to give up after such a long way we hav gone thru.. I shldnt have think that way. Wad i shld do, is to solve the problem. But, so what if i hav solve it now.. Will anyone promise me that it wont happen again.? Will i never ever get to enjoy my life in my way?? There are so many Whys! I will find the answer to them as i proceed with my life. Now, the devils.. I hope u will leave me alone. I dun need u , i dun wan u... Everything God have given me will not b taken away by u! Our life is jus turning out to be smooth, i dun need another stir from u.