i still feel so wrong, so insecure...







i didnt deserve this.
i just want a simple life... not that age really matters~!

i'm sick again.. very lucky and very unlucky to have 2 days mc. even thou is thurs and fri, and pple are so envy bout me cos i got a long weekend.. BUT NO.. i've to go back to work on sat.. and the work are piling up before i even noe..

totally spoil my weekend!!!!




i didnt used to have fever so easily last time.. *thinking*
becos of stupid DHL ......

this past few days was so tiring for me, have to continue to work n work but no one appreciate it.. i wanted to clear my stuffs asap, but it doesnt seem to lower any bit. everyday, there's a new stack going on and on ..

i wanted to do ot but it seem like everyday, there's some stuffs i have to attend.
met up with Janan, cos he's like going overseas attachment for a month.. hardly able to come out with him so after dinner, we went shopping and talking for a while.

went mila's hse on friday for her hari raya! her mom's meatball was the best, i ate even two plates of rice. tot of goin 85 and have supper but decided to cancel off cos i'm too full lE~~
cab home!

*

i misses you
but i cant say it out. you cant feel it.

the only thing you will feel is that i'm so happy with others*
that's the only feeling you will feel bout me right now..

* a new life *

as beginning to feel more of a new life now.
i dunno how many ppl knew it, but i think things had already become to change recently.

i cant update more.

today, a first time i'm mc on my work. actually also force by my bell bell n kor..
bring mi go see doc.. it's jus a normal gastric pain la.
dunn y doc say i'm not normal, jus becos i was shivering like hell inside, with my teeth chattering away, he say he nv saw anyone like this. lols.

advise mi to go n have a full body check up , hmm, i still considering it. i always scared this kind of thingy! yucks. let mi consider first.

wasnt tat pain conpare to ytd. quite relived now.
ytd wasnt a very nice day too, i cried and i dunno y, ppl say it stressful all tat, but i still think that somethings i linked somehow . if ppl are made to be like tat, i dunno how long can i last with her around, getting mi into trouble.

i jus feel that i have try my best, and jus leave mi alone and do my things.
i have been staying ot for the past few days, not enough? then how u all wan mi to do. stupid auntys man. hais.

`` ot ot ot ``

recently have been working ot lor, dunno why my work cant finish.
m i too slow or wad. =( but next week closing preiod will be worst still @_@`

recent movies i have watch:
~ah long pte ltd - eh, quite funnie lars! but story still ok.

~ps i love you - so sad, i cried even before the story realli started , cos i read the book aready, and i know exactly wad they are going to show. ( tissues pls* )

~CJ7 - this movie realli dun have a storyline, but the cartoon realli damn cute , saw they selling the toy at auction, is ard $70- $100 .. i tot i could buy one, but too bad. is too expensive for mi.

hope to watch death note next week.
and also : - 10000BC , 2 faces of my girlfriend , meet the Spartans , Rule #1 , Step Up 2 The Streets ..

got so many lehs. but no time watch!

`` outing with the gals ``

today is 14jan, 3.15am
wenting birthday.
jus reach home and bath~
watched "one missed call" jus now, and now, i hav dl the ringtone to my phone.
wish to scare them when i send it to them, but their stupid phone cant read the format ~ -_-!

haven meet catherine and ting for so long.
and we talk for few hours i think. !

tired day thou. not sure if i'm going to slp later~

gosh~ so long

recent happenings:

-working for DHL now. no longer at samsonite
-darling is areadi in army.

trying to update more if i rememeber anything~

=))