this post is all about HAPPY !!!

finally the long-awaited weekend is here. oh, i took leave tml !
going to a massage session with my girlss ! i hope it'll be fun... mayb a little of shopping & Iron Man 2 after that with sotong =))
didnt manage to catch it with my khakis cos i already ask sotong n her bf le....
but nvm, still got IP Man 2!!
well, sat lunch will be a wonderful steamyboat with the home-made chilli.. yipee.!

Lastly !!!

me love shopping , love eating and love sleeping ..

i want everything to go smoothly.

and

i want everything to to nice.

it doesnt have to be perfect, just good enough to make ppl smile. =D

Do you know the difference between education and experience? Education is when you read the fine print; experience is what you get when you don't.


Pete Seeger

have u met someone who really deserve ur sacrifice and he/she appreciates what you have done for him/her.
i have few frens who comes from difficult families, they grow up different which tends to turn out more problematic. do they seek more attention? yes, they do. they need someone to be there and care for them and give them the attention they need.
but does them deserve to be ill-treated? no, they are human too, they have mom  like us.

i dunno much there but i despise those who uses violent to solve matter. it doesnt help except to worsen everything.
i dun and cant comment much. i'm just feeling sorry for these girls i known that were exposed to these violent "BFs" - they arent fit to be ur bf either.
*cooling myself down*




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my bro is going to be @ HOME TEAM ACADEMY on the 3rd AUG 2010 .. "A", please ask whoever to take good care of him k.. =))

TO "A" ::
i will not replace u de lor.. dream on.. that place is not suitable for me.. i dun like being under "lady".. =)
i once saw this menlo guy that is quite charming.. but i think he return to malaysia liao.. quite long le.. hehehes
ohh. u n "E" go lunch together?? no lehs, i nv saw u guys too what.. most of the time i bring my own lunch or buy back to office to eat.. what time is ur lunch break?? i got tell "E" tt i will meet her one day.. hahas..
got talk bad about me anot.. ! =0
buy lunch ? breakfast can anot.. me n that prata man is fren liao.. and the second stall malay uncle also, everytime give free food. i can share w u if u want..
got twitter? now "IN" thing.. lols.. more easy update.!

TO "C" :: JIA YOU !!!!!!!!!! everytime twitter with u also dun need to write here liao..
but still , all the best..
keong haven decide where to eat & that xinglong half way reply half way stop.. dunno he take leave liao anot.. see you soon .!

Finally went shopping @ orchard.. it had been like 3 months of not shopping in town..
didnt buy anything except for my fav choco !!

this is the best best choco ever.. any choco-lovers would want them.. plus it's not exp either..

it's only $15 per box.. && it is sooo damn nice..

i bought the seasonal flavour which is limited, Grand Marnier ! it had a hint of liquer but it does not overpower the choco itself. just nice. .

please put my GODIVA aside cos i nv can afford it unless ppl buy it for me.. hehehes ..

i was searching for handbags for my sis wedding as well as COACH which i wanted "C" to help me buy (*many Thanks) cos my sis say COACH is 40% cheaper in US than in SG..

hmm.. still thinking..

anw, i got 2 choices for my sis's wedding handbag & i'm cracking my head to decide which one i wanted.

one is black which matches my wristlet well and another one with a touch of purple (my fav colour now) and their signature brown colour..

Similar colour but the size is as the black one above..

i love the purple but i guess it's not as easy to match as the black one.. =(

To "A" ::: Well, at least they shown appreciation of what u did not like mine.. almost 3 yrs already !!
i ask QA already, they say they are not hiring yet.. i only hope now is to get out of here #$*&#($&
i dun want replace you lar.. u got a lady supervisor.. women tends to hold grudge one, if u made a mistake, they will rmb you  forever !! lolss..

regarding "E", no comments... i feel she expect too much la.. dun tell me she nv take mc before lor.. if we sick still come to work, it is considered irresponsible cos u might pass the virus to others.. >_<

uh, muz thanks u for "da ren you da liang" ??

ok, well.. i have decided to tender my resignation this JUNE (same as u "A"!!) :)
but anyway, i have plans whether or not i'm getting any new job.. mayb i can just be jobless or what, i dun mind.. i just want to get out of here.. and the reason being June is becos i can still take my leave for my sis's wedding & TP all that.. so i will serve July as my 1 month notice period so i be out of here by Aug..
I'll be leaving for a short getaway to BKK during Aug and i will continue to find a job.. *yEAH*

i hope none of my colleagues is reading this ..
i need to keep a low profile now in the office.. i'm so afraid they might do anything to my grp..  i just need to get away quietly..
oH. one more thing, my SE have been promoted to AM.. well, i didnt know he does a "Good" job but congrats to him..
this company  is sick !
i hope i can stand firm on this decision !!!


TO "C" :: thanks for ur good luck, i hope i can pass one time !! i dun want waste money when i'm going jobless.. hahas.. i was nv good at anything =l
see you soon ...

TO "A" :: Congrats in the dunno what award thingy.. i been with dhl so long also nv win anything sia.. hahas..
It good to have someone same sch to work w u mah.. like QA, althou he gone liao...
As my case, as above.. lols.
ur mum is cool lar.. can go work office.. i hope i can find another office job tt doesnt bully me.. haiz..
Ohh.. n talking bout ktv.. u tt time msg me going ktv w ws, i was in KL so i cant reply u ..


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why was ppl getting so hard to understand ??
i hope & try to stay out of this..


that all ...

Life is sOO beautiful ... i wish i can have a simple & beautiful life ... ...

the problem is still there if u chose to ignore it...

well, i tot everything is going so smoothly and i sleep really well ytd but it's not .... ....
this morning when i came to work, my TL find me to have a talk.. it's bout me leaving.. *(i tot my SE ask me to keep a low profile but he actually tell her that!!)
anw, she ask me whether izzit becos of her and everything and i said no of course.. it's becos of the pay too low and i'm sick of billing & billing ... so next she ask me whether izzit bout my grp member* tt aunty** , i said that is part of it but not all ... she can be difficult to get along but tt not the only reason i wanted to leave..
so, she say she is so sad, asking me to stay mayb till end of this year or so & ask e to consider properly..
alright then.. after the conversation, i went to find my SE again... i ask him why he tell her and why she keep asking me to stay.. AND the big prob here is... now, he dun wan me to leave again ! wtf.. he wanted to change my team and see how it goes.. of cos i rejected, there's no point in changing of the team, i just dun want to stay here anymore..
we have a talk ytd and he is supportive of me leaving. i dunno why he change his mind so quickly..
now i'm confused again..












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i feel so relax after talking with my SE.. he is glad that i actually inform him before i tender my resignation letter. it gave him some time to prepare and re-organise stuffs.
yipee!!
now gonna plan for my future & mayb some part time work ??
intro plsss !!

cant get into the decision. =(
if i tender my resignation letter now, there'll be shortage of manpower ...
why should i consider so much ?? i dunno, i am still so soft-hearted !!
i should have a talk with my SE later.. but i'm afraid that i will cry again... argghh..

well, let's see how it goes later..

TO "A" :: i think i might need a little break before starting any job.. and i dun think i'll be able to get out ofthe logistic line since i only have this kind of exp... mayb gonna study part time next year, but for the time being, i need to stick to logistic line =[
hahas, u can ask ur mom to join u in the company u are working.. that'll be fun.
ur bro is at the age where u need extra care de lor. if not very easy turn bad de..
OHh, btw... the girl whose you staring at when she came for interview, is my friend.. i think u forget who she is already?? take good care of her k..

talk about my freaking job..
i was totally not in the mood when it comes to my pay..
everybody say that our salary is confidential and you are not supposed to let others know how much u're getting.. i can understand that.. but once this girl tell me how much is her pay, i was mentally unstable..
she just joined for less than a year, and her pay is $400 + higher than me.. pardon me, but it's not like i dun have to exp & qualification now.. she's previously was a housewife !
and she just tendered her resignation letter too, she got another job as billing assistant but the company offer her $500+ more than what she's getting now..

i AM TOTALLY UNDERPAID !! damn..
i tot of resigning regardless of whether i'm able to get another job anot cos i cant stand the way they are using ME..
but. .... ....
there's lot to consider esp when my TP is getting near, i need money to book  for my lessons & everything..
anw, my TP is on the 12th JUNE 2010.. wish me luck *( i got 0 confidence in passing btw).. ..
plus i'm leaving BKK again on AUG, where do i get my expenses if i have no job.

my mind is soo confused right now .. whether to leave or not to leave...


TO "C" :: thanks! but i haven get that job yet leh.. =P
TO "A" :: uh, i dunno whether i can be based as customer service when u know that i cant handle those customers sia.. i cant take them scolding me. hahas.. but i'm trying to get those in operation line @ logistics one if i can.. i still cant trust the agent.. it's that stupid agent ask me to lower my price soo low and now there's no way to increase it !! they only want to get me into the job and do whatever they can.
anw, what happen to ur bro sia.. why become like that.. ={

duh *
went for an interview today (like finally i'm making a move) !!
anw, it was kept very secret and it not like i can post in on FB, in case some of my colleagues see.
so i'm saying it here !!

hmm, it goes pretty well but i'm not sure bout whether i'm able to get this job anot.
there's a scene whereby the person say that the procedures will be quite similar to what i'm working as now and my face look abit "sian" .. they even ask me whether i'm ok with it.. and i gave them a super unconvincing answer..
ok, i'm applying for another "billing assistant" but i'm not sure if i can continue this stuffs.. is like quite bored to me already.. anw, i just gave it a try since i'm looking for a new job too..

now that belle is totally gone from the office (*she quit) .. i guess i'm quite lonely too.. not that i'm sad that she leave, actually quite glad that she's gone becos this place totally sux..
ah.. we are gonna have a massage session on the 30th APR & of cos the BOTAK JONES dinner.. it's great !! esp the CHEESSEE fries.. *( diet after that ) ... ...

- my bro is treating me n my mum dinner cos he got his pay !! yeahh!! i have been waiting for this day man..
- baby zann's birthday @ woodlands. !!!!!


super tired ~

PowerHouse -
with the khakis......

was super angry & irritated at first.. becos of the queueing up.. queue up for around 45 mins before we manage to go in.. after that, ver , me n ger went outside to accompany dee queue up too.. we tot we could re-enter like that but end up need to queue up in the "re-entry" lane.. and there're a bunch of ppl cutting the queue from the side was even more irritating.. we 3 girls we struggling to squeeze in while dee waiting for us at the entrance there.. the re-entry lane didnt move at all for the whole half an hour.. damn pissed off with their services and everything...... in all, we almost spend 2 hours plus queueing up...

- no lockers
- no tables
- no space to stand or dance with our bags!!!

totally sux for the first hour there and only till sb n dd got a table and we finally can put our bags down, open a bottle of martell && get high !!
well, after that was dance dance dance..

but the way home was sooo tired..
the taxi uncle was sooo new and drove us to loyang/pasir ris there and totally miss the tampines exit...
plus ger was stopping halfway about twice to vomit ..
the total cab fare add up to $32 compared to verlyn's ones $20 !!!

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anyway, i didnt have a good sleep after that..
it's already 5 plus when i bath hao & i woke up around 9plus ...
sleep back around 12 after my breakfast @ mac !!
but wake up at 3 again.. hmm , how can i replenish my beauty sleep now !

i think i will give a miss to show luo concert but i hope i can make it for the next concert here =(
my money is too tight and i seriously need a new job..
i'm really hopeless, ppl are climbing all over to my head. i just hope my next company will not have anybody to bully me.. =x
i can learn, but if u dun give me a chance to learn, what can i do...
arghh..
and more n more ppl are saying that i put on abit of weight..
* i really really promise i will eat less and exercise more.. (more to the eat less part)...


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TO "C" :: GOod Luck for the trip .. book tickets already right ?? well, u can always learn and improve ur ang mo when u reach there.. and i seriously feel that there's many CUTE guys there.. mayb more towards the big & tall ones?? =9
rmb to meet us up someday, keong wanted to meet u too .. =))

TO "A" ::  Dun be too sad.. and ur mom too, take good care of her.. Yeahh, miko is soo "niang" and i always look upon him as a lady.. he is so emo-ing when she came and groom him && rmb that time the doc cut his hair away, he emo for dayss... and he look so funny.. =)

the memories of MIKO *
well, i heard a bad new that she passed away on my mum birthday . it's still kinda sad even though i haven seen her since then.
she is always the pampered girl and pestering for food last time.
following the one whose hand is holding on to the food, and how she rush into the cage when we are gonna to feed her. it had been so long.

she is so adorable.

* i will miss you *

the reason why i wanted a new job? it's so simple. cos they're obviously bullying me.. but there's no one to stand up for me. not even my TL or SE. so who shall i seek? the big boss ( who wanted me to stay but not knowing what happen ) . . .

there's this team meeting with me, "my partner aka the auntie" & my TL. just the 3 of us in a room.
so where shall i start. hmm.. they  wanted to split up the workload either into 2 or 3 so that we can share the burden (*it's a good idea cos my workload is always greater than theirs), i agreed but i told them that i didnt actually learn the "key" accounts with all the contract rates and their SOP. so this auntie told TL that no matter what, she will not teach anymore becos she cant stand the teaching & she is getting very impatient all that. (well, wtf cos i didnt even bother her for like monthsssss and she said getting impatient with me, FU** her) and she still say that she's able to cover me even when she didnt do my accounts, so i shoot her back saying that everyone can do my job becos the profile is right infront of us, there must be a reason that her account is classified under "keys" right, she giving me the heck care face and shut up.. and the best part, my TL didnt even suggest for herself to teach me or ask the auntie to teach me, she keep saying no prob & if anything goes wrong, we'll jsut have to issue credit note and all *(hello, credit notes are controlled and it become a double job to me).

so i just tell them, if nobody is bother to teach, how m i going to do.. i dun want that and i want to stay the way now things are. *(they are soo damn happy and agreed quickly).. auntie said "if going to remain the same, i'm not going to be her back-up cos she cant back up me" . TL look so helpless and scared to offend her said that she will do whatever she can to back-up us. auntie even ask TL not to mentioned this to our SE.

wondering why cant talk to SE, they're both afraid of getting into trouble. she specifically ask us to talk to her whenever we face any problem instead of going the SE cos she wouldnt know how to ans him when he ask her about the problems...
oh, fyi. my SE is afraid of auntie also cos there's once she flared up at him.
my life is turning so upside down becos of them . the cowards & the unreasonable !

i hate them.

April Fool's Movie Night *

went to watch "Clash of the Titans" at Gv Tamp.
the show is well, kinda disppointing, not what i expected.
BUT... ...
the april fool jokes were fun !
and i totally can say that i CANT act..
was planning a trick with DD for verlyn cos we both is "peace". 
intend to ask her to wait at a place and we both stood her up but then she was soo sudden that say she was at my hse downstair asking me whether she could come up and wait or sumthing and i ask her to meet DD first.. and then we totally change the whole plan. so plan B was to act that me n DD quarrel w each other and i even msg her "then u dun come to the movie with us anymore" to let DD show it to ver.. and then i msg ver that DD is so slow and make me wait for so long..
eventually, DD told ver about me angry but ver dun really take in the joke cos she said i'm not like this, wont angry over such matter. So i went over to meet them and pretend to be so angry not glancing at DD.
well, it's quite lame afterwards when ver ask us to go dinner w her when DD laughing & i started laughing too. i know we couldnt act anymore and just said "APRIL FOOL". she was like " HUH?? , what april fool" *(totally couldnt catch the joke) until we tell her our plan.. -_-
on the way to TM, we plan something else. me n DD said "hey, look there" and she really look.
*(our conclusion, is that tricking ver shld plan something really really simple.)
we even trick her when she was queueing up at long john, pointing to her shorts as if there's something...


so next up is germaine. she called and said that she was at the 4th floor. then i said i'm at mac when i'm still at long john. she went down the lift and called. but i said i am already at the 4th floor. so she came up again..
as usual, she's making a big fuss out of it, grumbling & scolding me..

finally, it'll be the guys ! keong & zhao.
waiting for bf & my bro to come and meet us. so me n bf went up to collect the tickets and then i called ger to say the i book the wrong date.
they didnt believe of cos, but when i came down *(i still couldnt stop laughing and use bf to shield me), bf was acting like he's angry and i was rubbing my eyes *(something really went inside btw) , they were like why i cry all that. but i sat at a corner didnt want to look at them . bf was acting well, haha.. he can be so fierce at times. and i cant stop laughing still as DD keep turning to laugh with me too !
so we said april fool after that ..

as above..
i sincerely say " I"M SO SORRY FOR ALL THIS" =P

TO C :
wow, that's a good opportunity for u to see the world & make new friends right !!
hm, visa also approved already so why not just go see see look look . =)
anw, if u are really going tell me leh, gonna meet u before that !! GOod luck in making ur choice.