well, i tot everything is going so smoothly and i sleep really well ytd but it's not .... ....
this morning when i came to work, my TL find me to have a talk.. it's bout me leaving.. *(i tot my SE ask me to keep a low profile but he actually tell her that!!)
anw, she ask me whether izzit becos of her and everything and i said no of course.. it's becos of the pay too low and i'm sick of billing & billing ... so next she ask me whether izzit bout my grp member* tt aunty** , i said that is part of it but not all ... she can be difficult to get along but tt not the only reason i wanted to leave..
so, she say she is so sad, asking me to stay mayb till end of this year or so & ask e to consider properly..
alright then.. after the conversation, i went to find my SE again... i ask him why he tell her and why she keep asking me to stay.. AND the big prob here is... now, he dun wan me to leave again ! wtf.. he wanted to change my team and see how it goes.. of cos i rejected, there's no point in changing of the team, i just dun want to stay here anymore..
we have a talk ytd and he is supportive of me leaving. i dunno why he change his mind so quickly..
now i'm confused again..












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