i'm in deep deep shit..
i just realise i've been living my life in total darkness..
everything is completely spoiled by me.
i dunno what to do now, dunno what path to take and dunno what my future holds..
all i could do is to stare at the com, looking blindly at everything !!
what the fuck have i done in my life.. !!
i feel like an retard+++

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why doest life have guidelines to follow??