Hmmm...

hmm..todae, i hav my poa n math paper...
damn hard..i can hardly do... i afraid of disappointing my teacher...but i realli dunno mahx..
i tink alot tis days...
bout my life....it was ruin by my own hands...i dunno y..
but i tink it hasnt be happi since i broken up with him...
my fren, getting more n more apart...realli dunno wat to do..
y is it haunting mi...y cant u accept e fact n be frens...
u make mi realli miserable...haiz...i realli hate it tt way...
my family, although getting mroe close but there is still a distance...
haiz..i dunno y m i still living...trying to b happi but i cant...
i wish i can live so happily like b4 but all changes happening...
sometimes i wonder, wat would death be like...
is it a happi or a sad or a hurtful things...
wat if one dae i was gone, do i noe those ppl who shed their tears 4 mi,
wat if those i dun expect to cried, cry b4 mi...n those i expected laughing aways...
wat could i do if i realli die le...
aiya...lame..haiz..
i jus wan to b happi...................................................